Setting new goals: (I probably did this too fast & will revise my goal)
The question is, what size is enough where I should probably just stop doing PE if I reach it (other than maintenance). My wife keeps saying I really don't need to do more PE (but she also understands part of my goal is to prevent ED). If I think about how big is "enough" it's probably a size that isn't completely ridiculous (in fact, I am not sure I believe the few on other forums who claimed they grew from modest beginnings of 5" or 6" to sizes of 9" or 10"). Regardless, I think 8" x 6" is enough and is a phenomal size (that's a volume of 48 [8" x 6"] vs my starting volume of 25.65 [5.4" x 4.75"]. I also want a size where I can still "raise the flag" in my old age, and I worry a more extreme size my bring it's own physiology issues (even if it was possible).
---- New, New Goal (yes I changed my mind) ----
BPEL 8" x BEG 6"
Size 100 % matters. Ex of mine I talked with yesterday likes posts of mine on FB and I messaged her after a couple months or so. I told her im sorry I hung in front of her and didnt have sex with her. I would hang in front of her to get my goal hours in each week, and penis would be sore, edema, and take timee to recover and we basically stopped having sex, I did this everytime toward the end of our relationship . her friends told her she needs more sex, and eventually she broke up with me.. We also had some disagreements over nutrition, as you can , Im really into it, and this caused fricton as well. Its much easier when girl is actively goes to the gym and practices decent nutrition. Ex didnt care and I cokked for her, got her into the gym, and everything we broke up she fell off and gained 20-50 lbs. Shes mixed , looks puetica rican, wjhite skin, dates black guys.
She told me she understand why I hung, and that she would never complain. Shes an infj on the personality test, and empathetic, and avoids confrontation, even though it might be to her dismay, bc she let a put a drug in her drink, rape her, and never told anyone but me. I told her you go to the police for the sh*t. (crime) She talked to him afterward and while she was drugged said she told her harder, and didnt remember it. She cried to me about it. Those types try to keep the peace and the low self esteem ones dont speak up and have a shitty life bc they dont. I still love her but cant put up with low self esteem. Anyways, She said she understand why I hung , and she would never complain . She wont admit it but onetime before I know black guys have longer penis's , in 2016, mine was shrunk up and said I have a little dick, and she said you do. Shell never admit it. She also used to state at it while I peed. Anyways, after she said last night , she understood wwhy I hugn and would never complain, I said well thanks for not complaining about it. She wrote back the sex was awesome and didnt have nothing to complain about.
As I progressed in bodybuilding , Ive seen black guys getting spray tanned backstage , I was also locked up at 14 and saw a light mixed guy at 14 swinging his dick like a holicopter, I was also molested by a blk guy at five years old, he was a teen or grown man, so this and three others ive seen backstage at bodybuilding contests Id say 60-70 % from what Ive seen hang what it appears way longer than an average white guy or Asian, Ive seen an Asian guy getting spray tanned nude backstage. I used to get spray tanned nude first few times when girls would do it, but when a guy got down on his knees and spray tanned me , I thought it was disrespectful and now cover up during getting spray tanned. I knwowthis is surprising and maybe a shock , and she said sex was awesome which I think it was, I used to use Cialis back then, and I also know what Ive seen backstage, and locked up. Those statistics are mainly caucasian statistics on penis size. They are easily manipulated as well take a 6 inch bpel and a 6 inch npbel. People are going to disagree with me, based on stastics, and Ive already covered that, and I know this is hard pill to swallow, inject, whatever you d like, but id rather be truthful with myself with what Ive seen them go by a piece of paper bc real world results and experience do not lie. As man its important to be honest. I love you all, and want everyone to have everything of their dreams
Anyways, her saying that she understood why I hang, caused a bit of feelings,Thankfully I was born with 6 inch girth at base, and seemed to have increased that some, although sometimees its 6 inches still, depends on how tight tape measure is or not. Furthermore, back on the ship though, and continuing with pe. I still love myself regardless of penis size, as a human being , we want to not have to worry about this, and feel adequate about our penis size, and this is what we share, help one another on this forum for, because this is what its about, despite insecurities. we have to trust one another.