The Chronicles of Millia's Growing Process W/ Pics!
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Hope you heal up quickly Mil! Keep your head up dude, you'll be up and running stronger than ever before you know it!
*diesel
*diesel
Yeah it's going pretty steadily. It is a slow process though, one side of the bruise is gone completely but the other is still there, so that just means that it's going to go away over time. Just sitting tight until then.. I've also been pretty slammed with school and I don't think I'd have the time for PE much anyways, so it is a welcome resting period.
You're probably right, and I've been thinking the same thing except its SOOOO damn hard to not wax my candlestick! I need to get better at not doing it, I need some deterrents haha.
Thanks man, I appreciate it!
I've failed with keeping up with PE, but I'll follow you millia and cheer you on! 
I only PE here and there now... I wish I had more motivation/time to go all the way
I only PE here and there now... I wish I had more motivation/time to go all the way
Yeah, there hasn't been much to follow or cheer me on about lately. Just a whole lot of nothing if that counts.I've failed with keeping up with PE, but I'll follow you millia and cheer you on!
I only PE here and there now... I wish I had more motivation/time to go all the way
But anyways brother I hope you're doing good.
10/09/2010 - 10/24/2010
Not a lot of anything except for masturbation and sex with my girlfriend.
Not a lot of anything except for masturbation and sex with my girlfriend.
So in lieu of all the time that I've taken off from the gym as well as PE I have realized a few things that I'm going to start doing differently.
Kicking Porn
I was masturbating once a day because I had nothing else to do with my dick, and because it feels awesome naturally, but dry masturbation. The problem with this is that I was doing it to porn just to get off quick. What that's left me is an addiction to porn that I have to quit and kick. Once in awhile in my books is fine but on the daily like how I was doing it is just too much. It affected me in the bedroom ever so slightly, not much to make a huge impact, but little enough for me to recognize the need that a change needs to happen.
Discoloration
So my hematoma has turned into just an area of discoloration on the underpart of my shaft by the coronal ridge. Rather than viewing this as a bad thing, it is just a reminder that my penis while being a tough organ, it is not invincible. I can still injury myself as bad as anyone else. It is also a brutal reminder of the need to keep pressure off the glans when going in weights higher than 15 lbs.
Measuring
I have maintained my not measuring for the longest time. I'm pretty sure my last measurement was in September which had me around 7" BP/NBP. From then on I just gauged growth on how effectively I could hit my girlfriends cervix. I was still hitting it pretty decently until this last part of the hiatus. Now in the positions I was able to hit it at 3 weeks ago seem as if its a little bit further out of reach. But regardless, instead of using the ruler I've used for the 8 months I've been PE'ing I'm going to use a tape measure, that way to get a better measurement. This will also make it easier for me to measure and not have my curve take anything away (or add) from the measurement.
Hanging
I still have my old hanger, but I think that I'm going to hang it up for a long while now. I'm going to use the new style of hanger that I'm still designing which incorporates Andy's idea of using two rubber erasers on the sides to take pressure off the glans and apply more stress to the sides of the penis. This is the only hanger I'm going to use and I am going to make efforts to complete its design so I can start again. When I do start again I'm going to test the waters with 5lbs, and then gradually go up from there to a maximum of 10 pounds before going back to my routine of weight increases every 2-3 weeks. The angle I'm going to hit for now is BTC, and after I reach a certain weight limit, I'm doing to switch to OTS, and then if necessary I'm going to do fulcrum work. Also, if all else fails and I injury myself then I will just invest in the Bib and go from there.
Target date to resume hanging is Thursday of this week (Oct 28)
Extender Usage
It has been in my upper drawer collecting dust for the last long while. I don't plan on using it again with hanging until I am at least a month or so into hanging again, maybe even more depending on how my penis reacts to hanging again.
Cheers all who have been following and continue to do so, I promise I will get back to my old ways soon.
Kicking Porn
I was masturbating once a day because I had nothing else to do with my dick, and because it feels awesome naturally, but dry masturbation. The problem with this is that I was doing it to porn just to get off quick. What that's left me is an addiction to porn that I have to quit and kick. Once in awhile in my books is fine but on the daily like how I was doing it is just too much. It affected me in the bedroom ever so slightly, not much to make a huge impact, but little enough for me to recognize the need that a change needs to happen.
Discoloration
So my hematoma has turned into just an area of discoloration on the underpart of my shaft by the coronal ridge. Rather than viewing this as a bad thing, it is just a reminder that my penis while being a tough organ, it is not invincible. I can still injury myself as bad as anyone else. It is also a brutal reminder of the need to keep pressure off the glans when going in weights higher than 15 lbs.
Measuring
I have maintained my not measuring for the longest time. I'm pretty sure my last measurement was in September which had me around 7" BP/NBP. From then on I just gauged growth on how effectively I could hit my girlfriends cervix. I was still hitting it pretty decently until this last part of the hiatus. Now in the positions I was able to hit it at 3 weeks ago seem as if its a little bit further out of reach. But regardless, instead of using the ruler I've used for the 8 months I've been PE'ing I'm going to use a tape measure, that way to get a better measurement. This will also make it easier for me to measure and not have my curve take anything away (or add) from the measurement.
Hanging
I still have my old hanger, but I think that I'm going to hang it up for a long while now. I'm going to use the new style of hanger that I'm still designing which incorporates Andy's idea of using two rubber erasers on the sides to take pressure off the glans and apply more stress to the sides of the penis. This is the only hanger I'm going to use and I am going to make efforts to complete its design so I can start again. When I do start again I'm going to test the waters with 5lbs, and then gradually go up from there to a maximum of 10 pounds before going back to my routine of weight increases every 2-3 weeks. The angle I'm going to hit for now is BTC, and after I reach a certain weight limit, I'm doing to switch to OTS, and then if necessary I'm going to do fulcrum work. Also, if all else fails and I injury myself then I will just invest in the Bib and go from there.
Target date to resume hanging is Thursday of this week (Oct 28)
Extender Usage
It has been in my upper drawer collecting dust for the last long while. I don't plan on using it again with hanging until I am at least a month or so into hanging again, maybe even more depending on how my penis reacts to hanging again.
Cheers all who have been following and continue to do so, I promise I will get back to my old ways soon.
10/26/2010
So I measured in at a whopping NBP 6.2", so that means I only lost around ~.4" which makes me feel damn good. Time to gain it back!
So I measured in at a whopping NBP 6.2", so that means I only lost around ~.4" which makes me feel damn good. Time to gain it back!
Hey milla man. Bein a while eh.
Ive bein slammed with work but I had some time to kill this morning so I figured Id check in with some people on the forum's.
How you bein man, I see you hurt yourself a little bit eh, hope your all good now, was it just a bruise?.
Anyway's good to see your still PEing buddy, im trying haard to stick with it, it's just hard to find the time, but thing's are getting better now so ill be able to get more workout's in.
nice talking to ya bud.
Ive bein slammed with work but I had some time to kill this morning so I figured Id check in with some people on the forum's.
How you bein man, I see you hurt yourself a little bit eh, hope your all good now, was it just a bruise?.
Anyway's good to see your still PEing buddy, im trying haard to stick with it, it's just hard to find the time, but thing's are getting better now so ill be able to get more workout's in.
nice talking to ya bud.
10/26/2010
Edging for 17 minutes
Was still super duper horny afterwords, got hard about 10 minutes later at nothing and whacked off to some porn.
New Hanger: I took the initiative (at my own sleep deprivation) to strive to complete Muzzle Hanger a la versionne 2.0! I got all the velcro straps in, and one eraser so far. I am super gluing the eraser so the first one is setting right now, and if I can I'll put the other one on tonight. If not then tomorrow. The more active I am on here, the more I want to get back to hanging. I will post pics tomorrow of this new muzzle hanger and of my ecchymosis which is essentially discoloration now. Anyways, night PE world.
Edging for 17 minutes
Was still super duper horny afterwords, got hard about 10 minutes later at nothing and whacked off to some porn.
New Hanger: I took the initiative (at my own sleep deprivation) to strive to complete Muzzle Hanger a la versionne 2.0! I got all the velcro straps in, and one eraser so far. I am super gluing the eraser so the first one is setting right now, and if I can I'll put the other one on tonight. If not then tomorrow. The more active I am on here, the more I want to get back to hanging. I will post pics tomorrow of this new muzzle hanger and of my ecchymosis which is essentially discoloration now. Anyways, night PE world.
It was an internal hema toma actually.. It was pretty crazy the first time it happened to me I had blood that came out of my glans (without me realizing it of course.) But it was just a crazy and eye-opening experience.
Yeah I'm trying to get back on the consistency train, but I have to take the first step and start again, so I'm hoping to get that done tonight because my new version of the hanger is ready!
Thanks UYN, I hope I gain it in no time, if not, then it's just more work to do, regardless I am striving to meet my goals! And tape measure city now too, a lot different then the ruler!Its really nice having you back bro
-UYN-
Thanks cRob! Tune in later tonight as it is completed now and I will be posting picutres later tonight, and the process on how to make this bad boy too!
10/29/2010
Hanging BTC 7.5 lbs 20 minutes
Edging for 10 minutes, ejaculation. No porn.
I took a big step tonight, and I can say that regardless of the work I've put in with the muzzle hangers, I'm too worried about injuring myself again and not being able to perfect the technique of utilizing a muzzle hanger so that less pressure is placed on my glans. So I ordered a Bib Starter.
Hanging BTC 7.5 lbs 20 minutes
Edging for 10 minutes, ejaculation. No porn.
I took a big step tonight, and I can say that regardless of the work I've put in with the muzzle hangers, I'm too worried about injuring myself again and not being able to perfect the technique of utilizing a muzzle hanger so that less pressure is placed on my glans. So I ordered a Bib Starter.
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I had an internal hematoma a long time ago, millia, long before I knew what p.e. was. I was peeing pure blood. Are you sure it was from your p.e. routine? MIne was from my prostate.
Sup Millia. Glad to have you back. I hope you gain back that (almost) half inch. I've taken breaks of absolutely no PE with excessive masturbation/sex and have lost nothing at all. How is your BPEL stacking up to your NBPEL. I see the NBPEL loss was approximately -.4, but I'm curious if the BPEL was affected. This is important, since I think it would indicate either a shortening of the penis or the ligaments reforming properly.
Let me know dude.
Let me know dude.
Yea I'm sure G4 just because of the discoloration that I've been left with right under my circumcision scar, and when I saw the uro about it he's the one that told me what it was..
I haven't measured BPEL yet because I'm still trying to sort out how to get it accurately with that tape measure lol. And the loss is speculation from not having taken official measurements for a while!
10/31/10
1 hour extending
1 hour extending
Hanging BTC 7.5 lbs for 8 minutes then
Hanging BTC 10 lbs for 12 minutes
BTT Stretch 10 minutes
Hanging BTC 10 lbs for 10 minutes
Dry edging for 15 minutes.
Fowfer until asleep.
1 hour extending
1 hour extending
Hanging BTC 7.5 lbs for 8 minutes then
Hanging BTC 10 lbs for 12 minutes
BTT Stretch 10 minutes
Hanging BTC 10 lbs for 10 minutes
Dry edging for 15 minutes.
Fowfer until asleep.
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