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I know I was addicted. The effects were bizarre. It's not so bad anymore but I gotta pay attention to not fall back in that trap.

i came to a big realisation

ive had in in grayscale for less than an hour

paniced so bad its unreal,

now in full colour again.

trying again later tonight and putting that thing away

for me its poison

years ago when i had my longest streak ever and so much female attention it was unreal, i was using a nokia without whatsap or anything

thinking about a workaround to do this again

any suggestions??
 

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Old school 2 color screen nokia brick phone lol
 

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Old school 2 color screen nokia brick phone lol
Would love to own that

exept for work i am in a group chat for work related items that i have to check from time to time

also my current GF is contacting me over WA....

WHAT TO DO i am going nuts i want to smash the ipone so bad
 

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Would love to own that

exept for work i am in a group chat for work related items that i have to check from time to time

also my current GF is contacting me over WA....

WHAT TO DO i am going nuts i want to smash the ipone so bad

Just put it down bro and walk away. 21 days to break a habit. You will be fine. :thumb:
 

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I sent you the title of the book in a PM. I found it very interesting! I even adjusted how I use my phone and devices, and I'm not even addicted...

Thanks this is very well of interest to me, can you elaborate wich book it is?
I am finding this myself too, that cellphone usage can be a gateway drug to P usage. Also compulsive youtube or instagram use leads to P use in my opinion.
 

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Just put it down bro and walk away. 21 days to break a habit. You will be fine. :thumb:

Thanks have had it on grayscale since you told me and will keep it that way, it works great you have wayyy much triggers to look at that stupid screen.

porn free for over a week now it feels great

arouasal for real girls is trough the roof btw
 

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Thanks have had it on grayscale since you told me and will keep it that way, it works great you have wayyy much triggers to look at that stupid screen.

porn free for over a week now it feels great

arouasal for real girls is trough the roof btw

Proud of you bro :yo:
 

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I would have never thought of going to grayscale to discourage device use. Interesting idea...

Thanks have had it on grayscale since you told me and will keep it that way, it works great you have wayyy much triggers to look at that stupid screen.

porn free for over a week now it feels great

arouasal for real girls is trough the roof btw
 

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I would have never thought of going to grayscale to discourage device use. Interesting idea...

yes it really works everyone who has the same problem as me has to try it

@jay1983 motivated me to get a dumb phone so i got one yesterday...

waiting to make the switch but it will be this week

i feel better already

i really believe the smartphone can be a gateway drug to other compulsive behaviours
 

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yes it really works everyone who has the same problem as me has to try it

@jay1983 motivated me to get a dumb phone so i got one yesterday...

waiting to make the switch but it will be this week

i feel better already

i really believe the smartphone can be a gateway drug to other compulsive behaviours

What model phone did you end up getting? Enjoy the new life bro!
 

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If you're that easily tempted I would agree...Switch back the a flip phone.

yes it really works everyone who has the same problem as me has to try it

@jay1983 motivated me to get a dumb phone so i got one yesterday...

waiting to make the switch but it will be this week

i feel better already

i really believe the smartphone can be a gateway drug to other compulsive behaviours
 

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What model phone did you end up getting? Enjoy the new life bro!

Thanks happy i found your post it motivated me again to ditch the phone just like i did before

i am using a simple nokia dumb phone ...

i found whatssap web today and i found that it is just as addictive IF NOT MORE

so going to quit that also tomorrow

also sturggeling with alcohol cravings and sugar binges

what a life hahaha
hopefully i will be free of all addicitons soon

THANKS
 

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Thanks happy i found your post it motivated me again to ditch the phone just like i did before

i am using a simple nokia dumb phone ...

i found whatssap web today and i found that it is just as addictive IF NOT MORE

so going to quit that also tomorrow

also sturggeling with alcohol cravings and sugar binges

what a life hahaha
hopefully i will be free of all addicitons soon

THANKS
 

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Thanks happy i found your post it motivated me again to ditch the phone just like i did before

i am using a simple nokia dumb phone ...

i found whatssap web today and i found that it is just as addictive IF NOT MORE

so going to quit that also tomorrow

also sturggeling with alcohol cravings and sugar binges

what a life hahaha
hopefully i will be free of all addicitons soon

THANKS

One thing at a time bro. Don't suffocate yourself with withdrawal because it will make you crash if you aren't careful. Baby steps.

:yo:
 

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One thing at a time bro. Don't suffocate yourself with withdrawal because it will make you crash if you aren't careful. Baby steps.

:yo:

yes relapsed hard yesterday on sugar and that indulged cravings for alcohol

on top of the bill my GF broke up with me this morning

because i was online the whole time on whatssap that made her curious who i was chatting with and this let to an argument

oh the irony
 

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it really SUCKS want to kick this so bad

got the book from Rick its really an interesting read

want to kick this once and for all

the anexiety i get when seperated from the deivce is really unreal
 

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it really SUCKS want to kick this so bad

got the book from Rick its really an interesting read

want to kick this once and for all

the anexiety i get when seperated from the deivce is really unreal

Bro, there is no anxiety. You hear me? Anxiety is a figment of your imagination, rid it.
 

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Bro, there is no anxiety. You hear me? Anxiety is a figment of your imagination, rid it.

AAND you were right once again...

there is no anexiety when seperated from the phone.
there is LESS anexiety.

never had such a clear mind when swithing off the smartphone.

Using a dumb phone right now. still have Whatssap on the iphone but switch it on like once a day

now that my GF broke up with me i really dont have a use for whatssap

I honestly think that losing the smartphone is the last piece of the puzzle to my addictive tedencies

still to beat: Alcoholism, caffeine,

on semen retention for 2 weeks now,
 

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Glad you're enjoying the book! I'm hoping you'll gain some useful insights from it. Sorry to hear you broke up with your GF.

it really SUCKS want to kick this so bad

got the book from Rick its really an interesting read

want to kick this once and for all

the anexiety i get when seperated from the deivce is really unreal