The AP90 (Anti-Porn)
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Been on and off with this for 8 months,no improvements.
Either im totally extreme case, or its not pied, but thinking of my past and the symptoms im pretty sure its pied.
Ive cheated some with thoughts from time to time, but these last 2 months i have blocked all thoughts, however, there is one
thing i havent tried and it is what the most of the people are recommending for extreme cases, avoiding all orgasm.
Ive had sex 2-3 times a week during this whole time, and now i took a chance and told my SO about these issues, i will now abstain orgasm for
40 Days atleast and see what happens.
Either im totally extreme case, or its not pied, but thinking of my past and the symptoms im pretty sure its pied.
Ive cheated some with thoughts from time to time, but these last 2 months i have blocked all thoughts, however, there is one
thing i havent tried and it is what the most of the people are recommending for extreme cases, avoiding all orgasm.
Ive had sex 2-3 times a week during this whole time, and now i took a chance and told my SO about these issues, i will now abstain orgasm for
40 Days atleast and see what happens.
relapsed(fapping) day 1 no fap, day 341 no porn. I'm glad I'm here to let that out. Need to take responsibility for my actions. At it again now. First short term goal is to make it to new years without fapping/ any kind of edging. It just kills my confidence. Some might say that fapping once in a while (without porn) is not that bad. But comming out of serious PIED and also just following goals in general, I need to get this done. I don't need to fap, and I cant anymore. It almost feels like if I cant do this simple task, then I cant achieve other achievements in life ie. making an online business which I've been working on. It just doesnt feel the same, my mind gets too clouded when I give in to vices. Need to take this more seiously just like I took quitting porn when I quit COLD TURKEY. If can do that, then I can quit fapping cold turkey as well starting TODAY. god dAMN what a loser ive been. Lets get it. Forward only from now on.
Wednesday, December 12, 2017
I am at a crossroads right now. I'm conflicted on whether I relapsed or not. Yesterday I did clamped edging to audio porn then masturbation video (no showing of the genitals only the face) then audio erotica. I was doing overtime and I knew I was time crunched to get my PE in. Plus, I needed to get an erection thus turning to audio for assistance so that I could continue working yet stay aroused.
Do I reset or not? I'm really confused on this one. Any input would be appreciated.
I am at a crossroads right now. I'm conflicted on whether I relapsed or not. Yesterday I did clamped edging to audio porn then masturbation video (no showing of the genitals only the face) then audio erotica. I was doing overtime and I knew I was time crunched to get my PE in. Plus, I needed to get an erection thus turning to audio for assistance so that I could continue working yet stay aroused.
Do I reset or not? I'm really confused on this one. Any input would be appreciated.
Felt the pressure yesterday. Stress induced wanting to look at porn. Hasn't happened in a while. Thankfully I was able to withstand.
They say anything that arouses you that aint a real Life partner naked infront of you, is a relapse or a reset.
December 13th 2017, Day 1 NoFap. I shall report back, if/when I fail.
Let's go now!!!!!!!
:wank:
Let's go now!!!!!!!
:wank:
December 13, 2017
A new beginning...with God's help, I will learn from this mistake and come back stronger than ever...
A new beginning...with God's help, I will learn from this mistake and come back stronger than ever...
21 days and i just fucking gave in. You know your addiction is bad when you're watching porn that doesn't match your sexuality in real life.
Also I don't know if i'm hyper-aware now or what but i've been hearing about people trying to quit porn a lot more lately. It's good. Me and one of my good friends were talking about it how we're trying to quit the other day.
