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Wednesday, December 15, 2017
 

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I dropped in today because I almost dropped out last night. The longing was so strong it felt other worldly. Partially I think because I am trying so hard to change my diet. I'm diabetic and now my Pancreas gave up completely. I don't eat terribly bad, but I love ice cream. Trying to nail myself to the proper diet seems to have instigated a dopamine desire. I made it to the morning still holding true. But the desire...
 

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Day 14 no porn, orgasm or masturbation, had sex without orgasming twice.

Willpower has become strong, the last months ive quit chewing, smoking, got on a diet and lost 20 Pounds
and started lifting 4 times a week, not orgasming (nofap) will be done in 26 Days, and then see wherever my brain stands.


from what ive learned a Heavy porn addiction with escalated genres is between 1-2 years of recovery time, if you have used it since youth.
 

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from what ive learned a Heavy porn addiction with escalated genres is between 1-2 years of recovery time, if you have used it since youth.
Welp, I'm fucked then.
 

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Welp, I'm fucked then.

Why would you consider yourself fucked? Just go on with Life and just delete porn out of it.

1-2 years will pass like wind, and its not like someone will turn on a lightswitch and wops you are healed.

The Changes will come gradually so you might improve in several ways in 9 months but others in 18 months.
 

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Things are going well. I did edging without any audio porn for PE. One day at a time.
 

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day 7 no fap, day 348 no porn
 

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day 10 nofap. day 351 no porn
 

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relapsed(fapping) day 1 no fap, day 341 no porn. I'm glad I'm here to let that out. Need to take responsibility for my actions. At it again now. First short term goal is to make it to new years without fapping/ any kind of edging. It just kills my confidence. Some might say that fapping once in a while (without porn) is not that bad. But comming out of serious PIED and also just following goals in general, I need to get this done. I don't need to fap, and I cant anymore. It almost feels like if I cant do this simple task, then I cant achieve other achievements in life ie. making an online business which I've been working on. It just doesnt feel the same, my mind gets too clouded when I give in to vices. Need to take this more seiously just like I took quitting porn when I quit COLD TURKEY. If can do that, then I can quit fapping cold turkey as well starting TODAY. god dAMN what a loser ive been. Lets get it. Forward only from now on.

I did quit fapping many months ago. The easiest way to do it is to replace hand-fap with vag-fap. How hard can that be? :)
 
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I dropped in today because I almost dropped out last night. The longing was so strong it felt other worldly. Partially I think because I am trying so hard to change my diet. I'm diabetic and now my Pancreas gave up completely. I don't eat terribly bad, but I love ice cream. Trying to nail myself to the proper diet seems to have instigated a dopamine desire. I made it to the morning still holding true. But the desire...

Am I the only one that feels that PEGym really lacks other buttons than the Like button. Where is the "Sorry Bro", "Strong Bro", "Sad", "I Empathize" etc. Can't it be like a drop down combo box that one can select the appropriate action? Obviously I DON'T "like" what you are going through. Sorry a lot.
 

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Since first of Dec, I have been on a social/sexual vacation. I have learnt a lot from it. Now I am feeling a little itched to go back to work. I feel a little disappointed that I can't share my experiences in this forum for it is just a gym bro, not a social/sexual discussion forum. And because I am not a member of any other online community, I think I will keep my experiences to myself.

With respect to the NoFap, NoPMO, I have had absolutely zero (0) desire for either in the last 27 days. This is because I am in a sexual/social vacation and my brain has literally been hyper saturated with physical female stimuli each and every minute of the last 27 days. I literally haven't had time to go online - it is hard to go virtual with 4 to 6 really hot females around you 24/7.

I will continue counting the NOFap/NoPMO days when I resume work in 1-2 weeks.

Keep strong guys. If you are really finding it hard to beat this addiction, just know that you can adjust the variables so that they are greatly in favor of your success. Think, prioritize, execute. Conquer.
 

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Still staying focused by God's grace...more conscious of my triggers...
 

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Really struggling with this. worse part about it is that if i do choke the chicken in the morning, i know ill have a relaxed day. When i don't, im just anxious which makes me want to give in and fap.
 

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One day at a time...one moment at a time...