July 13 Wednesday
Did routine today. Edged for 25 minutes. Didn't reach close to PONR. Did not have any fantasies in my head I was just stroking. When I am stroking I feel a moderate kegel hold on and when I stop stroking it returns to its natural state. When I was erected ( erection was about hard in which it can be slightly bent) I played when my frenulum,but I didn't kegel when it was touched. I usually kegel when it is touched but now I don't. When I squeezed my penis head I kegeled. I couldn't pass the usual erection level that I have when i edge. Also did so kegels and reverse kegels during it just for the fun of it I was just having fun with my body.
I have now come to the conclusion that I probably need to start to think about fantasies in my head to raise my arousal level in hope that it will raise the hardness of my erection in the process. The second thing that maybe deduced is that since i stopped watching porn I may not have desensitize enough to start edging without porn. Even though I have always had erections throughout the day without porn, but this could also be a possibility.