New beginning

[Realman]

June 21 Tuesday

Did routine today had usual pi's fluctuating penis size. Had some erections throughout the day I think it was because I edged yesterday,not sure though.

 

[Realman]

June 23 Wednesday

Woke up with morning wood and had erection throughout the day.Rested today.

 

[Realman]

June 24 Thursday

Did routine and penis size fluctuated throughout the day. Also had erections throughout and did some kegels and reverse kegels. Edged and released today.

Note to self: Please stay away from porn it does no good.

 

[Realman]

June 25 Friday

Did routine today and I did both jelqs much slower than usual. Had a longer flaccid than usual today.Also did some ballooning.

 

[Realman]

June 26

Woke up with rock hard morning wood and have been getting erections throughout the day.Edged and released. Strangely my unit was still hard for a few minutes and it took a long time to get back to its flaccid state.

 

[Realman]

Sunday

rested and edged and released.

Note self: Last day of porn in your life forever.

 

[Realman]

June 27 Monday

Did routine today. Penis size fluctuated throughout the day. Had erections throughout the day.

 

[Realman]

June 28 Tuesday

Did rountine today . Penis size fluctuate throughout the day.

 

[Realman]

June 29 Wednesday

Rested today.

 

[Realman]

June 30 Thursday

Did rountine today. Penis size fluctuated throughout the day and also had some erections.

 

[Realman]

July 1 Friday

Masturbated today.

 

[Realman]

July 2 Saturday

Rested

 

[Realman]

July 3 Sunday

masturbated

Note to self : porn does me no good

 

[Realman]

July 4 Monday

Did routine today.

 

[Realman]

July 5 Tuesday

Did routine today and also did 50 kegels and 150 reverse kegels. Did some edging too.

 

[Realman]

July 6 Wednesday

Edged and released.

Note to self: Porn does you no good.

 

[Realman]

July 7 Thursday

Did routine
50 kegels and 150 reverse kegels

 

[Realman]

July 8 Friday

no routine today had company over the whole day.
50 kegels and 150 reverse kegels.

Edged for 17 minutes but had to stop.This is due to the fact that every stroke I do I feel myself kegel.To counter this I had to reverse kegel, while doing after doing this I start to lose my erection for I end up stroking so slowly( so slowly you would think I am jelqing). I stoked slowly because I want to time my reverse kegels with my strokes. Also when stroking slowly I can feel if I am still involuntarily kegel with each stroke. I have yet to reach even close to ponr.

I am contemplating to just ignore my involuntarily kegels and just stroke normally to see how long it would take to reach ponr.

 

[Realman]

July 9 Saturday

Edged today and released.

Note to self : Porn does me no good

 

[Realman]

July 10 Sunday

Woke up with a raging boner. had erections throguhout the day.It seems whenever i edge for a long time and release to porn ,I wake up with a hard unit. Gonna cut out porn though. Did 50 kegels and 150 reverse kegels today. Edged for 20 minutes alternated between hand but used mostly left hand (weaker hand) to fix penis. Never go close to ponr. erections were good they could bend slightly.

Had another edging session and released.

Note to self : Porn does me no good