The AP90 (Anti-Porn)
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Hope you're keeping up Alan, I'm on day 19.
Still envious of the guys that actually have some sort of access to sex, I've been 2 years dry...
Still envious of the guys that actually have some sort of access to sex, I've been 2 years dry...
Day 3 WIP: I have decided to fill my idle hands rather than with porn and my dick I am going to try to get into some video games.
How come people don't spend their idle time reading anymore? It's a shame it's not pursued more often.
Then again I'm 21; what do I know.
Then again I'm 21; what do I know.
Day 4 WIP: I am so behind with work and stuff it's been pretty easy up until now. I usually fail around day 6, and next week day 6 is an alone at work time. That will be the real challenge.
Sex tonight too, so that should be a nice release..
Sex tonight too, so that should be a nice release..
Great video here , The Great Porn Experiment: Gary Wilson at TEDxGlasgow - YouTube , i has motivated me to start the AP90, so here I am, DAY1
As long as you keep at it again, all that matters. I had a slip up at 45 days, then again at 31 days. So far going strong at 22 days, no porn, nudes of girls I know, beautiful agony or other moaning videos/audio, or booty shaking videos, just my imagination and sensation.
Thats is true, I found 14 days was a good start for me since I often went twice a day, just to know I can break the habit is good, I think a lot of the reason for stopping the last time was a lack of sex and boredom. If I can keep going for 30+ days this time I will be delighted
Wow. I completely forgot this thread existed. I've been trying to defeat this crippling addiction since last year, around this time as well. I was free of porn for about 3-4 months until a few days ago, where I watched a few vids. The real problem for me has been cutting back on the masturbation (my longest streak being 30 days).
I will say that I have made some progress, notably I finally lost my virginity recently and am pursuing a relationship with a girl. I have become a bit more social, and have definitely seen the positive light.
If there's anything anyone can take away from this post, it's this: NEVER give up, because the award at the end of the road will be absolutely amazing. The amount of mental clarity, confidence, charisma, calmness that I experienced during my no MO streak of 30 days was something I will never forget. I hope to get to that level of mental aptitude again this year, and want to cut out masturbation for good.
I'll be posting in here again, it's nice to see that there's a whole community of us here to support one another. Good luck my brothers in arms!
I will say that I have made some progress, notably I finally lost my virginity recently and am pursuing a relationship with a girl. I have become a bit more social, and have definitely seen the positive light.
If there's anything anyone can take away from this post, it's this: NEVER give up, because the award at the end of the road will be absolutely amazing. The amount of mental clarity, confidence, charisma, calmness that I experienced during my no MO streak of 30 days was something I will never forget. I hope to get to that level of mental aptitude again this year, and want to cut out masturbation for good.
I'll be posting in here again, it's nice to see that there's a whole community of us here to support one another. Good luck my brothers in arms!
Glad to hear you had so much success man. I'll be going for the same thing this year, starting today.
Honestly man, I would have had more if I stuck with it. It's awesome that you're also doing this, if you ever need anyone to talk to or motivation to get through the urges, don't hesitate to message me. This is a very hard journey, especially if you don't have any support.
thanks a lot man. I'll be fine tonight, but it usually sets in after the first few days, i think 2 weeks has been my longest since highschool, and now im trying cold turkey, so ill try not to relapse. Hopefully moving to boston soon so hopefully ill be too busy to give in. I find if i stay busy and out of "danger" situations, like sitting alone in front of my computer, i can do it without obsessing. But thanks man, appreciate it.
The other big thing too is looking out for urges; those are the battles you have to fight. Just remember that as long as you don't cave in, you're going to come out stronger after each urge.
still early in the day, but i resisted an urge this morning. I'm gonna try to spend some more time out of the house to avoid temptation.
Having some strong urges to jerk to Sara Jay tonight. Trying to fight the urge. Just did a keggle work out so im a little fatigued. I gotta keep my mind on the future and off of temporary pleasure.
Sara Jay is a whore.
Your not gunna let her defeat you, are you?
watch some tv or videos on youtube, get your mind right off her and her big nipples.
Ya, i played some Lol while doing my keggels. Watching espn right now, I think ill do chest and back to get my head right.
Thanks
Thanks
