I'm guilty as charged as well for the porn, I watched it twice today and just masturbated 
. Gonna try to go down the erotic story route like you as well man!
. Gonna try to go down the erotic story route like you as well man!
Getting bigger! Gosh's progress.
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I got VERY drunk tonight and I'm home at 7:50 AM after all night of drinking with a couple of friends. I had a great time! I'll probably feel like crap in the morning but I needed this time.
Oh yeah, I know that. Haven't even thought of PEing while drunken. I'll PE after I get some decent sleep and after I train in the gym and get at least a couple of meals and etc. If I had someone to have sex with now it would be awesome probably... Anyways.. I'll go to sleep in a few minutes, just to get my head a bit better and to consume more water.
Gosh what were you drinking??
I was drinking last night just a little bit sick as a dog today . I made myself throwup but I kept dry heaving. I'm better now I can't wait to PE tomorrow. The drinks I was drinking were a JOOSE and a Sparks Plus.
I was drinking last night just a little bit sick as a dog today . I made myself throwup but I kept dry heaving. I'm better now I can't wait to PE tomorrow. The drinks I was drinking were a JOOSE and a Sparks Plus.
Oh dude,
I started the evening with a bit of mochito, and then I drank a total of 0.5l for the evening of a strong (>40%) alcohol with a strange name, typical for my country - rakia (look it up in wikipedia). I didn't get sick - it was high quality drink, but I was drunk, a lot. I fell on the bed this morning when I wrote my last post and seems that I slept till now. I try to relax and sleep a bit more, but I think I won't be able to - I feel a bit dehydrated and a bit anxious - this happens after drinking so much and having to do a lot of stuff and having other sh*t that bothers you. I'll chill today and later I'll do some PE.
I started the evening with a bit of mochito, and then I drank a total of 0.5l for the evening of a strong (>40%) alcohol with a strange name, typical for my country - rakia (look it up in wikipedia). I didn't get sick - it was high quality drink, but I was drunk, a lot. I fell on the bed this morning when I wrote my last post and seems that I slept till now. I try to relax and sleep a bit more, but I think I won't be able to - I feel a bit dehydrated and a bit anxious - this happens after drinking so much and having to do a lot of stuff and having other sh*t that bothers you. I'll chill today and later I'll do some PE.
I'm guilty as charged as well for the porn, I watched it twice today and just masturbated
Damn I saw this post just now, lol. Good luck dude, it's not easy but it's well worth to get away from the porn!
Gosh's Log
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Gosh , thanks for stopping by !!
I , use Nifty . com for erotic stories . All kinds of stories .
And moderate your mind altering !! LOL !!!
mael out !!!
Gosh's Log
Gosh , thanks for stopping by !!
I , use Nifty . com for erotic stories . All kinds of stories .
And moderate your mind altering !! LOL !!!
mael out !!!
Thanks mael! LOL! I usually have a problem with doing moderate stuff, I always tend to go for extremes (brightest example is in the gym where I train like crazy) and I put a lot of effort not to do it because I've suffered from this. Well I think I'm getting wiser with time but I still do some crazy sh*t sometimes, especially when I decide to change something in me. But with PE it's definitely a bad idea to go crazy and do extreme stuff!
* Week 03 *
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Workout 07 –01.08.2010
Routine:
5 min warm up with fowfer
A little massaging to get semi erect, then 6 min warm up with hot soaked towel
11 JAI stretches
22 (7, 7, 8) squeezes (5 sec holds) – at 50-75% EL
17 tension stretches (10 sec build up & 10 sec holds) (some helis and massaging between reps) – at 10-25% EL
Edging – 40 min
Later in the evening – kegels - 20 quick, 30 sec, 60 sec, 120 sec, 120 sec, 40 sec reverse.
Notes:
After two days of drinking way too much alcohol I feel better than expected. My penis seems well. Yesterday I measured 15.7cm BPEL and 12.3-4cm MEG and today I measured again, BPEL was the same, MEG was more like 12.4 so I think this is a nice gain for 2 weeks. Today I did my session before I went to the gym, but I left the kegels for later because I lacked time. During edging at one point while I was reading my penis expanded a lot, good stuff. Later in the evening my flaccid feels just a little shorter, like very minor turtling, this tells me that I’ve probably pulled a bit too hard on the stretches. I’ll do ~10min fowfer when I go to bed and tomorrow my flaccid should be ok. Next session I won’t pull harder, maybe just a bit lighter, and I’ll try to be more relaxed while stretching.
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Workout 07 –01.08.2010
Routine:
5 min warm up with fowfer
A little massaging to get semi erect, then 6 min warm up with hot soaked towel
11 JAI stretches
22 (7, 7, 8) squeezes (5 sec holds) – at 50-75% EL
17 tension stretches (10 sec build up & 10 sec holds) (some helis and massaging between reps) – at 10-25% EL
Edging – 40 min
Later in the evening – kegels - 20 quick, 30 sec, 60 sec, 120 sec, 120 sec, 40 sec reverse.
Notes:
After two days of drinking way too much alcohol I feel better than expected. My penis seems well. Yesterday I measured 15.7cm BPEL and 12.3-4cm MEG and today I measured again, BPEL was the same, MEG was more like 12.4 so I think this is a nice gain for 2 weeks. Today I did my session before I went to the gym, but I left the kegels for later because I lacked time. During edging at one point while I was reading my penis expanded a lot, good stuff. Later in the evening my flaccid feels just a little shorter, like very minor turtling, this tells me that I’ve probably pulled a bit too hard on the stretches. I’ll do ~10min fowfer when I go to bed and tomorrow my flaccid should be ok. Next session I won’t pull harder, maybe just a bit lighter, and I’ll try to be more relaxed while stretching.
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Off – 02.08.2010
My flaccid was relativelt ok today, it feels maybe just a little bit worked, barely noticeable only when I think about it. I had some semi erection during the day. Feeling tired and sleepy. Going to bed earlier, I hope 7-8h of sleep will fix me.
Off – 02.08.2010
My flaccid was relativelt ok today, it feels maybe just a little bit worked, barely noticeable only when I think about it. I had some semi erection during the day. Feeling tired and sleepy. Going to bed earlier, I hope 7-8h of sleep will fix me.
Extra sleep is always good. For some reason I can't get to bed at night, gonna try to change that as well. Time just flies by at night, I think it's because we eat so goddamn late in my house..
Anyways, I had made the switch to erotic stories for a week or two, but I failed and succumbed to porn again.. Boo.
Anyways, I had made the switch to erotic stories for a week or two, but I failed and succumbed to porn again..
Boo.Yep sleep is good. I've found that 8-8.5 hours are the optimal amount of sleep for me - I feel great if I can get that much sleep. But during the week I usually eat late too, because I train late and time just flies as you said..
Yeah, I know what you mean. Don't worry, it'll take some time and it won't happen just like that, but we'll eventually lose interest in porn.
Yeah, I know what you mean. Don't worry, it'll take some time and it won't happen just like that, but we'll eventually lose interest in porn.
No signs there. Sometimes if I feel/look bigger while edging or something I'd measure. I actually measure pretty often cause I just want to see how things are going from workout to workout. I usually do it while I'm edging after a session, and this way I'd have some idea if I'm going to see gains when I do my official measurement. I track in a log only the "official" measurements which are done without edging. But there is no need to measure more often than once in a couple of weeks, maybe in one week in the beginning, but changes are hard to notice if you measure so often and you might get a bit frustrated. I'd suggest measuring once every 2 weeks so can have a good idea how things are going. I should really do the same myself, but I just can't resist it.
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Workout 08 –03.08.2010
Routine:
10 min warm up with fowfer
A little massaging to get semi erect, then 6 min warm up with hot soaked towel
12 JAI stretches
24 (8, 8, 8) squeezes (5 sec holds) – at 50-75% EL
18 tension stretches (10 sec build up & 10 sec holds) (some helis and massaging between reps) – at 10-25% EL
Towel raises – 1x10 w/ light shirt
Edging – 40 min
Kegels - 20 quick, 30 sec, 60 sec, 120 sec, 60 sec, 40 sec reverse.
Notes:
Had a little morning wood today. Flaccid was good, seemed fatter. I felt the pull on the stretches pretty good without maxing the force, I think I felt just a little bit sore in the ligs but it felt ok. I did the stretches in a bit more downward direction. While edging my penis expanded a lot. My penis definitely feels worked after this session. I’ll do a 5-10 min fowfer when I go to bed. I feel a bit sleepy today, but definitely better than yesterday, but I need more rest.
Workout 08 –03.08.2010
Routine:
10 min warm up with fowfer
A little massaging to get semi erect, then 6 min warm up with hot soaked towel
12 JAI stretches
24 (8, 8, 8) squeezes (5 sec holds) – at 50-75% EL
18 tension stretches (10 sec build up & 10 sec holds) (some helis and massaging between reps) – at 10-25% EL
Towel raises – 1x10 w/ light shirt
Edging – 40 min
Kegels - 20 quick, 30 sec, 60 sec, 120 sec, 60 sec, 40 sec reverse.
Notes:
Had a little morning wood today. Flaccid was good, seemed fatter. I felt the pull on the stretches pretty good without maxing the force, I think I felt just a little bit sore in the ligs but it felt ok. I did the stretches in a bit more downward direction. While edging my penis expanded a lot. My penis definitely feels worked after this session. I’ll do a 5-10 min fowfer when I go to bed. I feel a bit sleepy today, but definitely better than yesterday, but I need more rest.
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Off – 04.08.2010
Woke up with a good flaccid, no morning wood, probably because I don’t sleep enough I rarely get a MW, usually if I get my optimal 8h of sleep I have a good wood, but these days I sleep about 6h. Flaccid was good today, nothing unusual. Feeling good physically.
Off – 04.08.2010
Woke up with a good flaccid, no morning wood, probably because I don’t sleep enough I rarely get a MW, usually if I get my optimal 8h of sleep I have a good wood, but these days I sleep about 6h. Flaccid was good today, nothing unusual. Feeling good physically.
Man if I don't sleep at least 7 hours I don't get out of bed.. I sleep walk over to my alarm and turn that sh*t off. It sucks, I've been trying to change that but it's just like instinct now. Boo.
Yeah I hear you when I was working I would get maybe max 4 to 5 hrs of sleep then do 8 to 12 hr day of work at the power coal plants.
The most I worked in a 2 weeks was 175 hours.
