Elias' log

[Elias]

Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday - No time to rest!

Monday night

4 Uli V-Jelqs, 45 seconds each, 30-50%
ejaculation (girlfriend's new photo)
9 Uli V-jelqs
15 minutes of ballooning (with porno)

I started my evening routine with Uli V-Jelqs. I wanted to try them again with lower erection level. I am doing them as 45 second Ulis - not exactly like Kingpole writes in his thread. I am just accustomed to do them like this so I think it's okay. After 4 Ulis, my girlfriend asked me to come online. She had taken some nice photos again. I ejaculated in 2 minutes when I saw her photos. She got a bit surprised actually (but in a good way)! Well, I continued afterwards with Uli V-Jelqs and ballooning. Ejaculation in the middle caused no problems in hardness.

Tuesday

10 minutes of rice sock

10 minutes of stretching, in sauna

15 minutes of ballooning (girlfriend's photo)

30 minutes of ballooning (girlfriend's photo)

ejaculation

It was supposed to be a day off from PE but it wasn't. I wanted to give some rice sock healing for my cock but then in the end, I went to sauna and decided to stretch a bit. Then later when I was already in bed, I ballooned. Then I watched an episode of Top Gear, ballooned again, watched some more telly and finally before sleeping, rubbed one off. Nice!

I woke up with a huge erection on Wednesday morning and my flaccid was really big even few hours after waking up. Gator wrote about this too in his progress log - having a great morning wood if you had ejaculated the evening before.

Wednesday afternoon

10 minutes of rice sock
10 Supra Slammers (girlfriend's photo)

I am a bit undecided because of today's Slammers. When I do Slammers, I edge. I mean, you have to keep yourself hard in order to do them (doing 10 Slammers takes over 30 minutes so it basically is a mixture of edging too) and today I used my girlfriend's new naughty photo to keep me hard. I ballooned and edged myself really big and then did Slammers. I have never been so ballooned when doing Slammers. But they didn't feel effective today. The immediate after hang was not as fat as sometimes before and since finishing, my cock has not been hanging like a horse. So based on the hang, I feel today's Slammers were not effective but rather disappointing.

Wednesday night

10 minutes of rice sock
10 minutes of dry jelqing, 20-30%
10 Ulis, 45 seconds each (girlfriend's photo)

Quite an okay session. I don't know why but I was a bit distracted. I also noticed that I ran out of lube so I won't be doing Slammers (or anything wet) until I remember to buy a new tube.

 

[Elias]

Thursday - Good PE day!

Thursday afternoon

10 minutes of rice sock
10 minutes of dry jelqing, 20-30%

Just a normal afternoon session. Nothing special to say about it really. The jelqing was okay but not awesome.

Thursday night

10 minutes of rice sock
10 Ulis, 45 seconds each (girlfriend's photo)
15 minutes of ballooning

This was a good session! Really good! The Ulis felt great and although I had my girl's photo open on the screen, I didn't have to look at it all the time. I was staying very hard just with my imagination. That really helped me do great Ulis with a full erection level. I did a Uli and after 45 seconds of holding it, I was still pretty hard, maybe 80%. I just rubbed and jelqed a bit and brought myself near the edge to a 100%. I kegeled and reverse kegeled the shaft huge! It ballooned and ballooned the unit even bigger and then I attacked it again with another Uli. Perfect!

I finished the session with ballooning. I actually ballooned the first 8 minutes while watching a movie - the Aviator. No clips, no photos and no imagination but just the movie, and still I was keeping a 100% erection and managing to balloon my cock out of its proportions!

One more interesting thing that I want to mention. After the ballooning session while I was still in full erection, I measured my mid-shaft girth. It was 13.40cm/5.27". It is, of course, a temporary measurement but it is telling me that there is growth because few weeks ago when I measured after a similar ballooning session, the girth was 13.30cm. So now I am ballooning my shaft bigger than ever before! Looks good in terms of growth! But I still have two weeks ago until my next measurement day so let's not stop here yet mates!

Tomorrow I have a job interview!

 

[Gyrta]

Looking good, it will grow!

 

[Elias]

Yeah mate, it will grow. Slowly but it will grow. To see new numbers - although temporary numbers like that after a ballooning session - gives a good feeling and more energy to push forward.

 

[Elias]

Friday & Saturday - Almost normal days.

Friday

rest, no PE

I did start to masturbate and when I was rubbing my cock, suddenly I felt a sharp pain. It was inside the shaft, maybe 1-1.5" from the top of the glans down. So basically where the frenulum is but inside the shaft. The pain just came suddenly without any warning. It was a sharp pain and it made me stop all stimulation. I actually stopped masturbation and didn't touch my unit anymore that day. The pain didn't come back anymore. Strange. Left me with a couple of questions in my mind.

Saturday afternoon

15 minutes of rice sock
5 minutes of dry jelqing with kegels, 30-40%
8 Supra Slammers (girlfriend's photo), ejaculation
10 minutes of rice sock
2 Supra Slammers (with porno)
20 Uli V-jelqs, 45 seconds each, 20-30%
5 Uli V-jelqs, 45 seconds each, 80-90% (with porno)

After doing 8 Supra Slammers, I accidentally ejaculated. I was edging while doing Slammers in order to keep myself hard and ballooned. I guess I overstimulated myself a bit because I felt closing the PONR and I when I tried to stop myself, I just couldn't. I shot my load. But I continued after a few minutes and I finished the Slammes. Then I tried Kingpole's Uli V-jelqs. I counted that during a 45 second Uli hold, I do 15 jelqs. Kingpole writes that do 10 jelqs and then switch hands so I do a bit more.

Now I really liked the Uli V-jelqs! They felt really nice and the slow erection level ones really engorged my unit. I then tried few with higher erection level. Even 5 of them made my unit a bit tired. I could feel the stress inside the shaft. But yeah, also the high erection level jelqs are awesome! Maybe even better I reckon. Especially at the base of the shaft I can feel a lot of fatness. It seems that the base gets the most stress and hopefully, the growth.

 

[Elias]

Saturday, Sunday & Monday - Not feeling so good lately.

Saturday night

10 minutes of dry jelqing, 30-40%
15 minutes of ballooning with erect kegel jelqs

The ballooning was great! Really really great! It has been a while since the last time I did proper erect kegel jelqs. They felt really nice I have to say.

Sunday afternoon

10 Uli V-jelqs, 45 seconds each, 50-80%

Quite nice workout this one was. I wanted to do 20 jelqs but something came up and I had to stop.

Sunday night

10 minutes of rice sock
16 Uli V-jelqs, 45 seconds each, 20-40%

Yeah, I wanted to recover the earlier afternoon session that I couldn't finish properly. I think this was good too. Nothing special to say about it except that the erection level was really low. It would have been higher I guess.

Monday

rest, no PE

Anyways, today is Monday. I won't do anything today. I am feeling down. I was fighting with my girl last night. She was sad about something and when I asked the reason, she didn't tell me. Later she told me that I was cruel to her. I am still thinking what I said or did that made her feel like that. I just felt that she is distant and not wanting to talk to me but little did I know.

I am still out of job. I am searching all the time. The work experience requirements are ridiculous! I don't have any chance to meet the requirements the companies want! Totally useless.

I am a bit drunk actually. I started to drink beer around 3:00 PM. There is nothing else to do. Everything in all fronts is going to hell right now!

 

[Gator]

Elias, I am the king of meltdowns. Just take a deep breath, relax, and think about all the stuff you can be happy and grateful for. Now, find something to do that makes you happy. No matter how upset you are, this thing always makes you smile. Everyone has bad days/weeks. You just have to try to get through them as unscathed as possible You'll be fine brother.

 

[Elias]

Monday & Tuesday - Still feeling a bit down.

Monday night

un pocito de masturbación, ejaculación (con porno)

Yeah, I wanted to balloon but it had been a while since I shot my load so it was like 30 seconds and that's it. Really sensitive!

Tuesday morning

20 minutes of dry jelqing, 10-60%

I had to wake up early to do something and then when I went back to bed, I couldn't sleep anymore. So I started to jelq. Pretty useless session I think. I didn't use kegels this time. Well, only a little bit but most of the time it was just very normal dry jelqing with quite low erection level.

Tuesday night

10 minutes of rice sock
10 minutes of dry jelqing, 10-20%
20 Uli V-Jelqs, 30-80%
10 Supra Slammers (with porno)
5 Ballooning (with porno)

I wanted this one to be a hardcore session and I reckon it was! The dry jelqing was really nice. I actually was thinking if I should just go on dry jelqing for a half an hour but then i changed my mind. The Uli V-jelqs were quite effective yes, but I felt that the Supra Slammers were even more superb today! I did some extra Uli holds when performing the Slammers and I actually jelqed sometimes too when having a Uli on. Just something extra, you know!

On the down side, I can feel that my EQ has gone down again. Yes definitely I can see that my erections don't come that easily nowadays and when I get one, a full 100% takes longer as well. But I don't care right now. I have my girl - who unfortunately is far away - and right now I have no idea when I will see her again. So no need to worry about being hard and being ready to perform. I can regain my EQ when the time comes. Now I will just exercise hard!

And again some numbers! After the ballooning, I measured my mid-shaft girth. It was 13.50cm/5.31". When I measured it last week, it was 13.40cm/5.27". Again I have to mention that these numbers are just temporary numbers because they are after my work-out! But anyways, it is a good sign! The temporary post work-out numbers are growing week by week, which hopefully will transfer into permanent erect numbers.

SIDE NOTE - I am still a bit down because of my girl. We talked today but something is still wrong between us. We are not totally okay. I guess I cannot expect everything to be okay over night. And job hunt is still on-going. Gator, thanks mate! I try to find something to make me smile and cheer me up. The problem is though, it usually is my girl who gives me the energy I need and now, well, it is a bit harder now.

 

[Elias]

Wednesday - A boring but an okay day.

Wednesday afternoon

10 minutes of rice sock
5 minutes of dry jelqing, 30-50%
5 minutes of V-jelqing, 30-40%
5 minute of dry jelqing with kegels, 40-60%

It was a dry session and I was not totally satisfied with it. I felt that the after hang was bad and somehow smaller. I think I am pushing my cock to the limits now - EQ has been going down and I am sensing some turtling during the days.

Wednesday evening

10 minutes of ballooning

I was resting on the bed after the dinner and suddenly I found myself ballooning my cock. No reason why I started to do that. I guess I was feeling quite relaxed after a nice dinner.

Wednesday night

15 minutes of ballooning
6 Supra Slammers & Uli V-jelqs (girlfriend's photo)

This was the actual seconds session of the day. The evening ballooning was just something extra I did. But what was special in this session was that I combined Supra Slammers with Kingpole's Uli V-jelqs. This means that I did a Slammer and straight after finishing it, I performed a Uli V-jelq. When starting the Uli V-jelq I was quite erect still so it was with a higher erection level, maybe around 70%. But damn, my left hand O-grip was hurting my fingers in the end! Also between the sets I was edging and ballooning my cock in order to keep it at a maximum level of erection to achieve the highest of effectiveness.

There was a thread about what women think about size. Again it was about that stupid graph, which surfaces in every couple of months. I feel that the Gym and the forums especially, should have a separate Fact Forum for penis facts - all the famous size studies under one roof, where guys can get the real factual information. It doesn't feel right that newbies find these stupid, false home made graphs, which are far from truth and then start thinking if the reality is like that! That then leads them to ask questions about size and, of course, creates insecurity. My suggestion to the PEGym Forum would be to add a new forum above the Beginners' Forum. The new forum would be Penis Fact Forum - facts & figures. No more false information from false studies but instead real size information from real reliable studies!

 

[Gyrta]

Althought I'm not in your situation I'm always been told by girls that I'm rude and cruel (sometimes).
I've accepted who I'm, although I think I'm a nice person.

Good luck with your girl. Remember, it takes two to tango.

 

[Elias]

Yeah man! I have also accepted myself and that's what I keep preaching here at the Forum in all the relationship threads - be who you are! But I guess the problem here is that she has not said that before. She has been telling me that I am changing and I was not like this before, you know, cruel and impolite.

I guess the weight of a long distance relationship is starting to affect me and her. In the end, people are not meant to live like this, far away from each other.

 

[Elias]

Thursday, Friday & Saturday - Hey, I just noticed something!

Thursday

20 minutes of ballooning, ejaculation (with porno)

Friday afternoon

10 minutes of rice sock
6 Uli V-jelq, 40-60%
4 Supra Slammer & Uli V-jelq
10 Uli V-jelq, 40-80%

Normal but heavy session. Nothing special to say about this. It was with mind only, nothing visual was used. The V-jelqs felt nice and overall, I was happy how it went.

Friday night

20 minutes of ballooning, ejaculation (on the phone with girlfriend)
10 minutes of rice sock
10 Uli V-jelqs, 90% (with porno)
4 Supra Slammers & Uli V-jelq (with porno)
8 Uli V-jelq, 90%
10 minutes of ballooning

My girl called. She told me that she would like me to fuck her ass, and she wanted to hear me cum on the phone. I was a good boy and I ejaculated. Then after the phone call, I started to exercise. I was still so horny that I put on some clips to see tits. But I finished with my mind only.

Saturday afternoon

10 minute of rice sock
15 minutes of dry jelqing, 20-50%
10 minutes of ballooning & erect kegel jelqs (girlfriend's photo)

Really nice basic session! I was truly happy to see that just doing jelqing and ballooning made my cock fat and heavy. Surprisingly good session. Makes me think that sometimes it might be wise to focus on the basics and not attack the unit with heavy exercises.

Saturday evening

15 minutes of stretching in sauna

After the stretching in sauna, I noticed that my flaccid was much more engorged than usually. It made me wonder if I should start stretching again or maybe doing some Tunica Tugs. When focusing on girth, some length exercises should be done too so it would make sense to stretch the tunica.

Wednesday is my next measuring day. I feel that girth wise, I have not reached my goal. The reason might be that I should be doing more length exercises too. I really think that maybe I could start doing Tunica Tugs before Supra Slammers and Uli V-jelqs. That combination might increase my girth growth. But we'll see how it goes on Wednesday.

One more thing what I want to mention. I have had pain or should I say feeling of soreness around my balls and behind then. Actually in all the crouch area. I think the excessive ballooning and Slammers are making the area down there quite exhausted. That's heaps of kegels I am doing while I exercise.

 

[Elias]

Sunday - Hmm...

Sunday

rest, no PE
a couple of ejaculations
10 minutes of rice sock

The reason why I write about a useless rest day is the fact that I seriously feel that my EQ has gone down. The first ejaculation today was okay. I was chatting with my girl and before I knew it, I had my webcam open and I was masturbating for her. The erection felt fine but now in the evening the second time that I got erect, that was a bit strange.

I was fully erect but the erection was much more harder to achieve. And although my penis was pointing at 11 o'clock as always, it was not totally hard. It looked hard but felt really soft on the surface. This has happened before many times. It is a definitive sign of decreased EQ. Now tomorrow I should do PE but I don't know what to do. If my cock returns to a normal stage, I will continue as planned. But if I feel that I should take it easier, I will only do basic jelqing or take another day off.

But it's okay! This has happened so many times already - I know what to do and how to restore my EQ!

Whatever I decide to do, my measuring day is on Wednesday so then I should be able to pull a perfect erection for the ruler. The objectives were 0.30cm for both BPEL and EG. I feel that I might be able to achieve the BPEL goal but the EG one is difficult.

 

[Elias]

Monday - Yeah...

Monday night

10 minutes of rice sock
10 Tunica Tugs
5 Supra Slammers & Uli V-jelqs
20 minutes of normal jelqing with kegels, 20-50%
10 minutes of stretching

So today I decided to try something new. I went and did some Tunica Tugs for a change. I think I did them really poorly but it's okay. Next time I'll do better. The Slammers and the jelqing though, they made the shaft engorge really nicely. So although the Tugs were not perfect, they did affect the rest of the exercises in some level. Also I decided to stretch a bit. Actually I was watching Die Hard and playing around with my cock so then I kind of accidentally started stretching. It was okay although made my unit turtle.

Lately I have been feeling tired of the forums and the whole PEGym. I don't have the energy to log in and read & answer the threads. Before it was different. I had more motivation. I think it was because I was new to all this and I had a hunger to learn but now that I know quite a lot already, I just don't need to spend my days here anymore. Nowadays the threads are all the same and there isn't a lot of totally new information coming in. Sometimes Kingpole posts a new exercise or Big Al shares a link to an interesting penis study but other than that, the topics are all the same.

I still update my log but I have lost the enthusiasm to post in other threads. There are guys whose logs I will follow but I think slowly now I will be dropping out from the radar.

Anyways, tomorrow some PE again. Maybe in sauna. Then it is Wednesday and I am hoping to see my cock reaching that magical 20cm mark!

Take it easy now!

 

[Elias]

Tuesday - I love jelqing!

Tuesday night

10 minutes of rice sock
10 minutes of stretching
10 Tunica Tugs
20 Uli V-jelqs
4 Supra Slammers
20 minutes of normal jelqing with kegels, 90-100%

Very nice session today! Very nice! Damn, if I could always do this kind of a high quality jelqing sessions, I would be having a real baby arm between my legs. You know, just keep the erection level high and start your jelq. Jelq half way to the shaft and stop. Then kegel so that your glans balloons and becomes tight. Then you know that the kegel you just did, pushed fresh blood in the head. Then finish the jelq. I reckon many guys jelq like this and I think someone of you actually posted a jelq thread. I don't remember who was it but someone posted giving some jelqing tips.

 

[boxer]

I love jelqing its fantastic eh, and that person may have bein me lol

 

[Elias]

Of course mate, it was you and your perfect jelq!

 

[boxer]

Yes sir that was me
And thanks for the rep and the comment, jelq quality is deffinatly key

 

[Elias]

Measuring day!

Measuring day!

Wednesday - 200th post in my progress log.

Measuring

BPEL: 20.00cm/7.87" (increase of 0.30cm/0.11")
Mid-shaft EG: 13.20cm/5.19" (increase of 0.10cm/0.03")

This period's objectives were to gain 0.30cm in both BPEL and in EG. I met the length objective but in terms of girth, I was left short quite a lot. So why this happened? I have been thinking about it and I think I have some ideas.

If I study what happened in the past, the previous period started after a one week break (my girl was visiting me and I did not do any PE). But when she left, I started with heavy Supra Slammers and I immediately noticed that they are affecting a lot! I don't know if this is what DryJelq is talking about when he is suggesting that decon breaks are the third limiting factor for growth. It might be why I grew 0.30cm in EG in that period and now in this period I gained only 0.10cm.

In terms of length, I was aiming for 0.30cm and I got it. I stretched 4 times during this period so clearly those stretching sessions helped me meet my objective.

How to continue with PE?

Again, I will continue 2 on, 1 off system. I am happy with it and it gives my penis enough time to recover. I think I will add more stretches to my routine, and some Tunica Tugs. The reason is that the small girth growth - besides the decon break theory - could be due to the lack of length exercises in my routine. You know, if you want to focus on girth, you should also have some length exercises. They would then enhance your girth growth by helping the relationship between tunica and smooth muscle.

So for the next period, I will make a BPEL objective of 0.40cm. Why that number now? Because then in inches, I have reached the magical number 8! In terms of girth, the objective remains the same 0.30cm. I am confident that if I stretch and include more Tunica Tugs to my programme, I will be helping my girth gains too, and I would be able to meet that objective.

If someone is thinking why I go all this trouble just over PE, the reason is that I like this! I like PE and I like analysing what I do. I like to compare and study how different exercises affect my penis and how I can find the most effective way to grow my unit. I actually do the same things at a real gym. Oh you should see my gym note book and the excel graphs I used to draw on my laptop showing my strength growth in percentages! Well, maybe in another life I will show you.

 

[gosh]

Congratulations on the gains man! Very good progress, you're getting pretty massive Great job!