The AP90 (Anti-Porn)

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Hey guys,

Its been 2 weeks since my last porn video. I felt an extreme urge as a morning person on a Saturday but I came here looking for support instead of succumbing to a youtube video.

Reading through all of your journeys has helped me find the courage to say no and keep pressing forward. I want to get to 90 days after all :)

I'm saving myself for edging tonight and another workout.

Good luck everyone!
 

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Porn free for 2.5 weeks, erections through imagination are coming back, though it takes a real good sexual story or description, like a play by play reading about two people having sex, to give me an erection. But progress is progress. Looking forward for what is to come after a month of no porn, increase in EQ being my biggest motivator,
 

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Also, um, when i went to the fleshlight website and ordered the stu, there were many pictures of nude pornstars on there. Its kinda like being a contestant on the biggest loser and having the producers put a plate of brownies in front of your face. Still, i got a semi erection but didn't touch myself, so im not counting that as viewing porn as i didnt go to that website to specifically do so, it just happened to be there.
 
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I like this group. I rarely watch pornography; real people are better than video, physical fun is better without porn, etc. Still I sometimes get the urge to see it so I figure this group will be a decent help.
 

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I think I am going to try this again, I have been noticing that without porn it is hard to get an erection.
 

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3 days without porn and boy do I wish I could look at it right now.
 

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3 days without porn and boy do I wish I could look at it right now.

Stay strong, its only hard in the beginning, after that, you won't even think about it. :) time time time and its counting down.

Kudos to all of you who are fighting Porn Addiction, your efforts will be rewarded, generously. :D
 
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The beginning definitely is the hardest, cause right now I could use some instant relief.

Day 4 over.
 

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Alright, I'm taking the plunge. Only after tonight's horrid edging session have I realized how dependent I am on porn. I was trying to edge, and my internet was not working properly and would cut out every minute. I got so angry, and sat there for 2 hours furiously reloading porn videos and restarting my computer.... I need to break this dependency. I will edge without porn from now on. Time to get rid of this plague!
 

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I haven't looked at porn since October 8th 2013. It's been 76 days since i last viewed porn. However, i was never addicted to porn. I used to view them from time to time though.
 

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2 days porn free. It's a long road, but I'm determined to make it 183 days now. I can't give in!
 
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Day 5, it was a little difficult getting an erection for my Bathmate, but I got mostly up for it. I guess I had more of a problem than I thought.
 

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I recently decided to stop porn altogether because my Gf can turn me on so easily even if its me just thinking about her. I found that if i close my eyes and imagine what we have done or her moaning it helps me get hard. I was heavy into porn and watched it all the time. It got more crazy as time went on im sad to say. I don't know why it was so easy to stop it has not been long but i don't have urges to go watch it. Me and my girl are on break from college due to the holiday. She doesn't believe PE will work lol im gonna surprise the hell out of her lol. Ive gained a half inch from EQ alone but i cannot achieve it all the time one reason for stopping porn.

For you guys with partner or just the guys who have sex alot. I like to imagine my lady in cowgirl position reverse or regular. Good visual and if you got a good enough imagination add the sounds in your mind. Works for me when im trying to edge or PE. Good luck to us all. F**k Porn
 

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For you guys with partner or just the guys who have sex alot. I like to imagine my lady in cowgirl position reverse or regular. Good visual and if you got a good enough imagination add the sounds in your mind. Works for me when im trying to edge or PE. Good luck to us all. F**k Porn

This is the main reason I looked at porn, no one else is involved with my penis, but me for the last.....let's see I'm 26 so......26 years. I do wonder that without porn if I will actually get horny enough to want to touch it.
 

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Why has noone ever been involved but you? Go get a Gf or just a girl. Or you dont want to?
 

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It's not that I don't want a relationship, I would really like one right now and I've been in two relationships, but they were both long distance and we never actually met. Right now between no job, no money, and no car, plus my weight and normal shyness I can't quite imagine anyone wanting to date me. As for non-relationships the same would apply.
 

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There are fixes for all that stuff Ive been there and still am in a few of those. I you get a job that also knocks out no money and eventually no car. For weight do calisthenics in your house ( pushups crunches and etc) body weight exercises. And shyness is a hard one but easy at the same time. The way i conquered my shyness is i stopped caring who liked me and who didnt. There are far to many people to have every girl want you and every guy want to be your friend. The ones who like you stick around will stay and the ones who cant stand you, well Fuck um. When you do that your confidence goes up and women love confidence.
 

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It's a lot easier to avoid porn in my case when you have a girlfriend or friend with benefits. I just want my eq up, damn.
 
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It's not that I don't want a relationship, I would really like one right now and I've been in two relationships, but they were both long distance and we never actually met. Right now between no job, no money, and no car, plus my weight and normal shyness I can't quite imagine anyone wanting to date me. As for non-relationships the same would apply.
yea man. Let's get ourselves to a point where you'd say, "yea, I'd date me!"