The AP90 (Anti-Porn)
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Hi all
i started this AP90 2 weeks ago but yesterday i fell off the wagon because my testosterone lvls were skyrocketing, and damn it felt great! (no orgasm for 2 weeks)
ill start over, today is day 1
i started this AP90 2 weeks ago but yesterday i fell off the wagon because my testosterone lvls were skyrocketing, and damn it felt great! (no orgasm for 2 weeks)
ill start over, today is day 1
Great progress guys. i havnt been able to stick with it yet, but im glad to hear you're doing well. I cant wait to hear about how you feel after the full 90 days.
Dont kid yourself about what porn can do to ones self. I am on my second month no porn,and it was not easy to do at first. I was going to start 1st of the year,but had stumbled into another porn site I couldnt quit. The Long and the Short of it,or should I say The Soft To The Hard of It !...is the fact that since the PC days started I could'nt get enough of the next thing I had not seen before.The short vids would lead to the next new one after another. As I now look back I see that my EQ went down over the years. Was it pulling it all the time,the porn,or just getting old. Well it wasnt till late last year I had a couple mid sleep hard ons that equal that of my teens.It got me thinking that if I had that ability to get that sort of wood it may not be physical at all.
I have treated PE this passed month as a Man On A Mission.Well about two months,but this past no porn month I just read the Gym postings and do my thing to get the next inch.As an athlete I would not call the day to day PE work outs over training,due to not needing my tool for sex.I havent pop over and cum for the month and only edge after my work outs enough to get some blood flow for recovery.The whole point to this post is that I am feeling better about myself,life and my relationship. I trully think that porn get into places in our body far and beyond what we know. Im not saying if my gal wants to lookat it now and then I may do so,but for now I will get the 90 day pin and my 10 EQ back.....You Just Wait
I have treated PE this passed month as a Man On A Mission.Well about two months,but this past no porn month I just read the Gym postings and do my thing to get the next inch.As an athlete I would not call the day to day PE work outs over training,due to not needing my tool for sex.I havent pop over and cum for the month and only edge after my work outs enough to get some blood flow for recovery.The whole point to this post is that I am feeling better about myself,life and my relationship. I trully think that porn get into places in our body far and beyond what we know. Im not saying if my gal wants to lookat it now and then I may do so,but for now I will get the 90 day pin and my 10 EQ back.....You Just Wait
I'm starting to find out that I like my imagination better. You can even visualize your self doing the deed how you want (ideally) by planting a seed in your mind hehe by this visualization.
I started Jan1st broke by Jan 26th I believe....
However I started again and chose the symbolic date of February 14th due to quit masterbating....Im tired of the computer inferace, its no substitute for the real thing, the real connection you get from human interaction. Tired of wacking off and not having nobody because the porn keeps me content. Anyway Ive been CLEAN since the 14th & it is now March 6th. I dont plan to go back either. I'll keep you guys posted
However I started again and chose the symbolic date of February 14th due to quit masterbating....Im tired of the computer inferace, its no substitute for the real thing, the real connection you get from human interaction. Tired of wacking off and not having nobody because the porn keeps me content. Anyway Ive been CLEAN since the 14th & it is now March 6th. I dont plan to go back either. I'll keep you guys posted
Been exactly a month since I masturbated or watched porn....Might sound cheesy but im doing things Ive never did before sucha as: talking to girls in my classes in attempts to fuck them lol, sparking up random convos with girls in on campus that I dont know from class (computer lab or library), getting a strangers number on the train (something I never did in my life), etc...
Im talking to girls, making them skip their classes just to talk to me...I had to two girls at the same damn time come up with an excuse like "we dont learn anything anyway" & talk to me for hours. In the computer lab I overheard a cute girl talking to her friend about math, & i said "do u tutor" and that started a 1hr 1/2 convo...I mean her screensaver came on thats how long we were talking lol....She was gonna give me her # but i noticed she was engaged & seemed like a good girl so i just added her to fb, cuz i text like a perv.
I also got another girls number on the train, she was lost, i helped her, talked to her & now im texting her...Shes here from Germany for a year...Arrived mid January and is 19 lol....(I just turned 25 btw)
And all this has happened within a week...
Im noticing, Im becoming what i once was when i was a child. Outgoing, talkative & witty, qualities i havent seen since 12. Give it a try guys.
Im talking to girls, making them skip their classes just to talk to me...I had to two girls at the same damn time come up with an excuse like "we dont learn anything anyway" & talk to me for hours. In the computer lab I overheard a cute girl talking to her friend about math, & i said "do u tutor" and that started a 1hr 1/2 convo...I mean her screensaver came on thats how long we were talking lol....She was gonna give me her # but i noticed she was engaged & seemed like a good girl so i just added her to fb, cuz i text like a perv.
I also got another girls number on the train, she was lost, i helped her, talked to her & now im texting her...Shes here from Germany for a year...Arrived mid January and is 19 lol....(I just turned 25 btw)
And all this has happened within a week...
Im noticing, Im becoming what i once was when i was a child. Outgoing, talkative & witty, qualities i havent seen since 12. Give it a try guys.
