Sooo i guess i messed up. I wasnt tracking exacty how long but i believe it was at least like 3 weeks. Honestly i dont know if it counts but since its questionable i guess its a restart. Basically i saw show on tv and i knew it had nudity and i watched it just to see it. That sucks but now i have a chance to start over and this time im not even gonna be fantasizing about girls i see in person. When i see a beautiful girl i wont even look twice. Or at least ill try. Like the famous BigAl said, its about gaining a mastery of the subject. Not to over-indulge or over stress on refraining. Its simply relaxing and controling yourself. Not letting the want consume you but being able to do whatever you want w/o suffering serious consequence. That is the type of mastery im looking for. Either way i see ap90 as just a start. I never intend to go back to porn. Ever. But when i indulge in women i want to do it with some self control and not act entirely out of lust.
...Day 1 again