Roy we're the the same size but you are .5 bigger in girth. I have allowed my size to affect my life as well. Life, existence, the reality of consciousness and its origin, those 4 things man, along with morals and moral love, are what really matter. We will miss out on this perfect gift called life, if we live with only our sizes on our minds. We will think small, lack common sense, and accomplish little if we continue down this path Roy. I hope you do get help in 2 months, I hope you do gain in size, so that YOU, AND I, can finally accept ourselves, and just be, and be joyful.