I don't really drink during the week. I do drink on the weekends though. I've noticed something disturbing though. I'm new to drinking, and it seems like every weekend I get drunker than the next. I was a heavy-weight to begin with. I've always been able to hold my alcohol. I've never once woken up with a traditional hangover (headache and all that stuff), but I usually feel flat, tired, and depressed the next day after drinking. Up to this point, I've always been able to walk straight and remember everything that happens while I'm drunk. Last night though I was stumbling drunk. I had to use objects around me to keep my balance sometimes. Also, I don't remember everything. I remember most of what happened, but I can't for the life of me figure out how I ended up in my room when I clearly remember going to sleep on the love seat in the living room! Every weekend it escalates more, and that worries me greatly. I drink the stuff for fun. I don't feel a need to drink it though. Since alcohol is so expensive and I have to do a lot of walking just to get it, I've decided to not even bother buying it anymore. I need to nip this in the bud before something happens that I regret.

