The AP90 (Anti-Porn)
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I'm practicing a journal of gratititude? 
After this month I will be relying solely on my charm and other abilities to pursue ladies locally in real life. My fwb will help me gain orgasm control and keep me away from porn as I continue to PE and workout. Any new sex developments from September on will most likely be because I sacked up and was confident like I know how to be occasionally.
After this month I will be relying solely on my charm and other abilities to pursue ladies locally in real life. My fwb will help me gain orgasm control and keep me away from porn as I continue to PE and workout. Any new sex developments from September on will most likely be because I sacked up and was confident like I know how to be occasionally.RisingHope reporting in... Yesterday was amazing. I think my PreE is gone, but I'll still continue to edge and build upon. Check out my log in PreE section, I've written a long ass essay on yesterday... So I'm gonna lay off the escorts for the next 6 months and focus on trying my luck on craigslist and once I go back to school, try to snag some cuties my age. Best time to post is IMO around noon.
But man does that site make me lose faith in human intelligence. You post stuff in the m4w section and it's only dudes responding to you. Like they can't even fvcking read. Oh well,I'm in no hurry...satisfied for a while.
Oh and the article in this thread should be a mandatory read if you're still thinking of porn: https://www.pegym.com/forums/gym/90...or-reveals-jaw-dropping-truth-about-porn.html
Day 36 and 37/∞
But man does that site make me lose faith in human intelligence. You post stuff in the m4w section and it's only dudes responding to you. Like they can't even fvcking read. Oh well,I'm in no hurry...satisfied for a while.
Oh and the article in this thread should be a mandatory read if you're still thinking of porn: https://www.pegym.com/forums/gym/90...or-reveals-jaw-dropping-truth-about-porn.html
Day 36 and 37/∞
@ShivaLinga Masturbation until orgasm. PMO would be Watching porn and masturbating unti you jizz.
Easy day... Looking at women and already thinking it would be nice to get some again. But I'm still riding the high from saturday. This morning,wasn't able to get super hard for edging...not horny enough...yet. Nothing some jelqing can't fix. Wish I remembered the source, but the high from orgasming during sex can last as long as 72 hours,just that it fades in the background.
Day 38/∞
Easy day... Looking at women and already thinking it would be nice to get some again. But I'm still riding the high from saturday. This morning,wasn't able to get super hard for edging...not horny enough...yet. Nothing some jelqing can't fix. Wish I remembered the source, but the high from orgasming during sex can last as long as 72 hours,just that it fades in the background.
Day 38/∞
Hey Guys, I hadn't come here in a while.
It's been 7 months and a half without porn for me. Overall, I feel much better, especially mentally.
Also my Eq has improved and I've regained some confidence in bed after a few good experiences, especially with one girl i liked and felt connected to emotionnaly (9 months ago I couldn't get it up for a girl I liked a lot, which made me aware of my problems).
I also noticed I regained a lot of sensibility which sometimes led me to ejaculate faster than what I would have liked ; I never had PE problems before (more of delayed ejaculation) so I guess you need to learn how to andle this new sensibility (which I think I'm doing).
I haven't experienced a real flatline in the last 2/3 months I think, that's also an improvement.
Obiously there are still ups and downs, especially emotionnaly ; I sometimes feel anxious or sad but much less often than when I was using porn. Quitting porn definitely helped a lot to improve my mental state, although at the beginning I went trough some hard times.
I occasionnaly check out adds and I think that maybe it's ok, even though it should be done very moderately, otherwise it could be a way to replace an addiction by another one.
I also reduced masturbation a lot, which helps, but still have some episodes of compulsive masturbation (every 1 or 2 months I masturbate 2-4 times in one day ; when I feel anxious : that's bad obviously. Otherwise I think I masturbate 1-4 times a week on average, which is ok I think although if I were in a relation where I can see my girlfriend every day I would try not to masturbate). So there's room for improvement on this point.
Overall I feel much more confident sexually even though my progression margin is still very big (especially because I think I still have some performance anxiety linked with my past PIED failures) ; I also feel much better emotionnaly. I think for a lot of us this journey is long and you can continue to see improvements well beyond the 90 days mark.
So this was my little testimony
Keep going
It's been 7 months and a half without porn for me. Overall, I feel much better, especially mentally.
Also my Eq has improved and I've regained some confidence in bed after a few good experiences, especially with one girl i liked and felt connected to emotionnaly (9 months ago I couldn't get it up for a girl I liked a lot, which made me aware of my problems).
I also noticed I regained a lot of sensibility which sometimes led me to ejaculate faster than what I would have liked ; I never had PE problems before (more of delayed ejaculation) so I guess you need to learn how to andle this new sensibility (which I think I'm doing).
I haven't experienced a real flatline in the last 2/3 months I think, that's also an improvement.
Obiously there are still ups and downs, especially emotionnaly ; I sometimes feel anxious or sad but much less often than when I was using porn. Quitting porn definitely helped a lot to improve my mental state, although at the beginning I went trough some hard times.
I occasionnaly check out adds and I think that maybe it's ok, even though it should be done very moderately, otherwise it could be a way to replace an addiction by another one.
I also reduced masturbation a lot, which helps, but still have some episodes of compulsive masturbation (every 1 or 2 months I masturbate 2-4 times in one day ; when I feel anxious : that's bad obviously. Otherwise I think I masturbate 1-4 times a week on average, which is ok I think although if I were in a relation where I can see my girlfriend every day I would try not to masturbate). So there's room for improvement on this point.
Overall I feel much more confident sexually even though my progression margin is still very big (especially because I think I still have some performance anxiety linked with my past PIED failures) ; I also feel much better emotionnaly. I think for a lot of us this journey is long and you can continue to see improvements well beyond the 90 days mark.
So this was my little testimony
Keep going
10x! Well I am at no risk for that, I only used to edge with porn after every session of JP90.
Day 9 complete!
Starting to see some results: 20 min. of fine edging, rock hard, no porn. Hell yeah!
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I hear you man...I'm not really nervous around women anymore, thanks to pounding escorts. It's a good way to jump start yourself! Gone are the virgin days where I used to be unable to look a women in the eyes. Like all the "mystery" around women is gone.
I have this obsession with becoming "the real,better me", to gain the edge,before starting to approach women. I have the money to build a great wardrobe(tax refund),body is shedding fat and should be ready around December. I'm also changing my attitude to that of one who gets loads of booty(reading red pill material and books to try imbuing myself with the right mentality. No more "nice guy mode" and being more assertive.).
So basically, a waiting game. Once it all comes together, I'll approach whenever I can, making it clear that I'm not there to play "friends".
Oh and today was piss easy like usual. Day 39/∞
All I can say to the "waiting game", a quote from Lemony Snicket: "If we wait until we're ready, we'll be waiting for the rest of our lives." I'd rather learn from my experiences earlier on. Sure those things you mentioned help, however what will help you and myself the most will be experience and exposure to different women in different scenarios.
havent been posting in this thread daily like I said I would, but I have kept up with not watching porn day 5 or so I believe
day 5 or so I believe