The AP90 (Anti-Porn)

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tcastle, keep fighting the good fight of faith. I was thinking yesterday that men all over the world are addicted to porn and it is warping their minds. Whether you are a boy, young man, middle aged man or even an old man, porn is so seductive and so easy. It's just a click away. No one will know, c'mon just do it.

I wouldn't tell your wife about your porn addiction. It's your own personal struggle. Honesty is important, but this could undermine your sex life because women often become insecure when they start comparing themselves to porn stars.

I knew an old man who was a preacher and he was addicted to porn. He was quick to repent but he wasn't able to stop watching porn until he focused his attention on the death and resurrection of Christ. Day in and day out.

Submit yourselves to God, Resist the Devil and he will flee from you. James 4:7

I am determined to know nothing in this world save Jesus Christ and him crucified.

Be careful not to give the devil a foothold because your sins will bear fruit. For a Christian that sinful fruit could be the discipline of the father who loves you, or even the Wrath of God.

I'm struggling right now and I just watched porn yesterday. This voice in my head is saying, "What does it matter if you watch porn"

This kind of thing just doesn't seem consistent with pe.
PE is like politics mate, keep your religion out of it because it just oozes hypocrisy.

Your first two paragraphs are spot on, the third one about the preacher I can just about stomach but what comes after...
Wtf
Thou shalt stretch thy penis which the good lord bestowed upon me....
But thou shalt not watch porn.
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Dont get me wrong im in on the no porn, it is destructive and degrading for both sexes.

However, in the grand scheme of things throughout history, religion of all kinds has washed and ravaged the brains and stained the hands of men not with spunk but with blood.

Jesus was a good man, but I doubt he would share your thoughts on PE.
You don't preach PE in church so dont preach church in the PEgym.
 

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Piss easy day, I'm serious. Not a single erection, 1-3 random sex thoughts. No material watching at all. On the other hand, when looking at my penis this morning, it had shrunk and was shriveled. Might be flatline but I feel like I could still get hard. I've never had a real "flatline". 24 days since I've last watched porn, but just realised that on August 16th, It'll be 90 days since I've masturbated to porn until ejac. Had completely forgotten. I'll see tommorow...if i can get it up...

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E-A-S-Y D-A-Y. Managed to get it up...like a soft erection or a plump flaccid. I'll try using less lube to see. Otherwise, might be the real deal. No probs though, it means my system is getting rid of the crap connections at least.

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Day 0 :(
 

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Day 0 :(

NOOOOoooo! You were soaring....like a penguin! You saw some or looked for some?
 

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Day 0 :(

If you weren't deliberately seeking it out and you backed out as soon as you saw at I don't think that warrants a reset in my opinion.
 

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Chop his dick off and feed it to the penguins. :)
Seriously, you are being too hard on yourself.
You make it sound a bit like you glimpsed the pirn out of the corner of your eye when really itvwas watching you :)

Pesky porn
 

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One day at a time, this is the only way to stop any addiction, just keep trying and you will have sucess.
 

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i applaud you guys for trying. my struggle right now is wanting to catch a glimpse here or there. not really seeking it out, but secretly wanting to catch an eyeful. like looking at swimsuit images and then there's that one down a bit that forgot to put her swimsuit on. still have a ways to go
 

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i applaud you guys for trying. my struggle right now is wanting to catch a glimpse here or there. not really seeking it out, but secretly wanting to catch an eyeful. like looking at swimsuit images and then there's that one down a bit that forgot to put her swimsuit on. still have a ways to go
 

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Day 10, I've had morning wood a few times now. Also had some of this "wild" random erections like I used to, were it goes from flaccid to like an EQ 8 in some sort of kegel feeling burst. All in all its going great atm, keep up the good work you guys.
 

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Day 0 :(
If you accidentally saw it (banner, link etc) and you stopped it after few seconds, doesn't count, in my opinion.

If you've watched a full scene or several minutes, it's different.
btw I think the purpose of this challenge is to change our mind set and the way we relation ourself with porn.

after 3-4 months off in you watch something maybe every 2 weeks it's not a problem.Specially if you are not single ad you have a sexual life. If you don't , the less you watch, the better it is, of course

Personally I will do a 6-10 month Off, then I'll continue, but if I'll watch something, it won't be a tragedy.
 

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Day 8 and Day 4 of no MO.
 

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Day 0 :(
Dont be stupid! as long as you didn't deliberately search for it I don't think you need to reset, porn is all around us man we either find it or it finds us, as long as we no longer look for it I think that's what really matters here brother.
day 20 no porn you're on 103 days man in my book.
 

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I saw some today. No staying, no control problems, but I saw some.

Day 0 :(

Like everyone is saying, don't be so hard on yourself Wishful. In this day and age, it is pretty difficult to avoid porn entirely when it is all around us (heck even this site has that awkward Bathmate ad). What matters is you didn't stick around to ogle at it.