The AP90 (Anti-Porn)

[closed224]

Escort a banger, and keep dancing....

Day 95

Sorry for the combination there guys. Stay strong, and enjoy the dancing. My God always enjoy the dancing.

 

[RisingHope]

Jay1983 mah man, that's the plan. Suffer from a bit of PreE but these days, I'm making good progress. It's only a matter of time, I feel it. I'll go down on her with the goal of making her gush lol. Never went down on escorts cuz...duh. But there's an advantage to expensive escorts. Not many people touch them...I think. Is 200$/h expensive for you?

@Wishful10x8 Please escort me until I reach the end of this dry spell. Wut. On another note, I don't know why but I worry less about sex. Usually, I'd go insane after 2 weeks. Last time I touched a naked female was on July 5th. So I know I can stay strong now.

Don't feel like double posting so I'll just update here.

Another easy day. Just realized I haven't thought about sex AT ALL during the whole day. My days are more and more like this(during the week at least). Something funny happened this afternoon. So there was this girl around my age and she sat next to me on the bus. After a while she began to sway and finally started sleeping on my shoulder. I got hard. Just lol. I was so comfy that it took a while for her to wake up. Then bus shook and she slowly woke up. My stop was next and I just rushed for the door, hoping no one would see the tent.

Day 17/∞

 

[Jay1983]

These days, if she's totally my type, and knows how to work this cawk, 500$ ain't expensive.

I would so ditch 500$ for a hawttie to rawk my world like it's never been rocked.

But if she is lame in the brain... at her I'll be flicking change. :mosking:

 

[Cb1997]

I haven't been keeping up with this thread and don't get on here every day so I probably won't keep track here, but everything I've read has been of some inspiration to me to keep going, especially knowing the fact that I'm not going this alone. I've tried to quit this many times a year since I started it when I was like, 16. Most I ever made it was 2 weeks... then I'd crack making some excuse as to why I was going back. Then, I'd enter another cycle of doing it for 6 months every other night till it got so bad I was watching and jerking multiple times a day. I was tired of relapses, so alongside starting PE 34 days ago, I also quit porn cold turkey. Sucked to start it, but it was a familiar feeling at that point, so I went with it anyways. Now I'm here, and it feels great. The time has flown and continues to do so, and I feel stronger and more confident about it everyday. So I encourage you all to continue working hard in PE and AP90. Good luck!

Day 34.

 

[MRPOPO]

day 12 no porn and day 2 no fap, most likely will end the no fap in 5 minutes though.

 

[CottonEyeBob]

Day 4 and Day 4.

 

[RisingHope]

Another easy day. Porn is boring. Last attempt, I had a relapse after 40-50 days. Which honestly leads me to doubt whether or not I was actually dependant on porn. The deadly combinaison is boredom + porn or Negative feelings+ porn. DON'T RUN AWAY FROM THOSE BY USING SEX/PORN. Like I used to.

Day 18/∞

@MRPOPO NoFap is kinda stupid IMO. Sometimes, you'd be able to easily push an urge away, but just because you're so pent up from NoFap, you end up relapsing. Practice edging instead, good for EQ,stamina and apparently it helps cement gains from PE( didn't check throughly)

 

[CottonEyeBob]

Day 1 and Day 1.

 

[Lezoteli]

2 weeks

 

[TheAnimal220]

Day 64. Or 65. I forgot to count, and I can't see a timestamp on my last post either. I'm going to go with 64.

 

[MRPOPO]

cottoneye bob hang in there buddy!
risinghope I'm not too fussed with the no fap either man, I just post it usually if I havn't done it for 2 or more days, interesting you mention edging helps cement PE gains, I'll try my hardest to do it, with edging you basically masturbate but just don't come? any one correct me if I'm wrong?
day 13 no porn.

 

[closed224]

Day 97

Edging is masturbating to the PONR, and then riding that EDGE. Try to set a goal amount of time you will edge for. Increasing stamina and time you can edge for. It is good to ejaculate about every 3 days. There is no real requirement not to ejaculate. The main points are longer control, and learning total control over your ejaculation response. Also keeping the penis engorged for a longer period of time. That is the part that helps cement gains the most.

 

[RisingHope]

Another piss easy day, wish I had some major hurdle to overcome lol.I should be more gratfeful. Not looking at porn, not even looking at craigslist,escort ads or overthinking about sex. I've decided to have sex on the 29th, so If I start looking at ads, I'm doing it on purpose...and that's a relapse That's the logic I'm using.

Day 19/∞

 

[Koh]

RisingHope, why don't you go out with friends? Hit some bars, clubs, house parties? Take a load off and enjoy time with people.

 

[RisingHope]

RisingHope, why don't you go out with friends? Hit some bars, clubs, house parties? Take a load off and enjoy time with people.

Are you a wizard? You've got pretty good insight dude. Right now I'm pretty much friendless,sexless,affectionless, not much money,not much interest in anything besides beating PreE,training,sex,gaming and watching anime on week-ends. Currently working and going back to college this winter.Also have to lose about 15% body fat but I know I've got a great body underneath since I've been training for 1 year,fairly strong for a newbie,already squatting and deadlifting 225.

Emotionally dulled,slightly jaded and disillusioned but lots of hope for the future. I wish I had put myself more out there, instead of staying in a corner, pretending to be a loner so I didn't get hurt. Now no one probably remembers me. Doesn't help that I was a bit timid...and fat. Never the "in" kid who listened to the latest music, wore the latest clothes, hanged out with the cool kids or was the prize for the hot girls. Familial environment. Wussed out,after being rejected once, preferring to fantasize and watch porn. Can't say I remember much of high school.

College was going in the same tangent, always alone. Classes, then GTFO. At least I was above average in everything. Then some familial problems happened and I had to stop for about 2 years. The perfect recipe for suicide right? Can't say I never considered it...


Well I just said fvck it! Started training to get stronger and leaner,using escorts to stop being so nervous around women. Spending most of my time seeking information, building interests to become someone intresting,looking at male fashion,beating PreE and starting PE. Waiting for tax refund to start building my wardrobe from NOTHING and next week I'm starting ketosis. For now, I'm enduring the empty days, preparing so I can when the time comes. I'll also approach people,even if things get pretty awkward. I'll pursue the goals I've set for myself like learning Spanish and starting to practice Krav Maga. If I run out of goals, I'll just create more of them!

Build yourself first and people will glue themselves to you, creating an even bigger structure. Sorry for the text vomit.

 

[Koh]

Are you a wizard? You've got pretty good insight dude. Right now I'm pretty much friendless,sexless,affectionless, not much money,not much interest in anything besides beating PreE,training,sex,gaming and watching anime on week-ends. Currently working and going back to college this winter.Also have to lose about 15% body fat but I know I've got a great body underneath since I've been training for 1 year,fairly strong for a newbie,already squatting and deadlifting 225.

I was pretty fortunate to find a large group of people to call friends because I'm part of a sports team. Perhaps, when you're back in college you can find a club or intramural sports club to join. I don't have much money but I've but maybe you'll have luck on reddit groups. I met a moderator of a subreddit in my city who hosts meetups and I've been to his house three times for game nights. While that wasn't the real reason I met him, he actually gets off on the idea of hotwifing (they're both busy this month but he's looking forward for me to bang his wife throughout the year so I'm just PEing and getting in as best shape as possible).

Emotionally dulled,slightly jaded and disillusioned but lots of hope for the future. I wish I had put myself more out there, instead of staying in a corner, pretending to be a loner so I didn't get hurt. Now no one probably remembers me. Doesn't help that I was a bit timid...and fat. Never the "in" kid who listened to the latest music, wore the latest clothes, hanged out with the cool kids or was the prize for the hot girls. Familial environment. Wussed out,after being rejected once, preferring to fantasize and watch porn. Can't say I remember much of high school.

I had similar backgrounds in high school. There's nothing we can do about it today, but if you look at my signature and what you seem to be employing already in your life, I'm sure you'll see where you want to get to. I'm simply trying to accept any opportunity to go out if someone offers... still need to be more bold with the ladies.

Well I just said fvck it! Started training to get stronger and leaner,using escorts to stop being so nervous around women. Spending most of my time seeking information, building interests to become someone intresting,looking at male fashion,beating PreE and starting PE. Waiting for tax refund to start building my wardrobe from NOTHING and next week I'm starting ketosis. For now, I'm enduring the empty days, preparing so I can when the time comes. I'll also approach people,even if things get pretty awkward. I'll pursue the goals I've set for myself like learning Spanish and starting to practice Krav Maga. If I run out of goals, I'll just create more of them!

We sound pretty similar, but I'm sure the more you approach, the better your social skills will get also.

 

[7254s]

Wait for me, im kicking in! 3 day no porn.

 

[Lezoteli]

giorno 15

 

[CottonEyeBob]

Day 2 and Day 2 of no MO.

 

[Hopica]

I've actually watched an erotic movie at the TV, I didn't masturbate to it but I prefer to count it as porn

So day 1