The AP90 (Anti-Porn)

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Thanks for being honest Bob...stick with the group here. Lots of friends pulling for you and willing to serve as accountability buddies. We want you to totally kick this. The benefits will be overwhelming. Hang in there buddy!

I was racking up a streak (and sadly I was too busy in general to visit the site to post). That all changed a few days ago though when I suddenly gave in for no good reason. I could forgive myself if that was a one off, however, I ended up watching porn three days in a row up until yesterday. To make sure that doesn't happen again I am going to start posting here again. My mind really starts to get weak when I am not making the conscious effort to be a part of this group.

Day 1 and Day 1 of no MO.
 

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Wishful, you are doing great! You're and inspiration to many here in the forums...and maybe in a special way to those trying to quit porn. You set a good example. :)
 

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I've been lurking here for at least six months but now I felt the urge to register.

I have had porn addiction for years, and while I've tried to quit it - too many times to keep count, I always relapse. Longest break have been 30 days, and that's only once. Usually it is like 3-4 days, at best.

I feel like masturbation/watching porn makes me tired, dull and miserable. It also kills my creativity, sex drive and ambition for life.

During the recent years, I have always felt the happiest when I have had some break from masturbation.

I feel like I'm out of tricks since nothing seems to work. So here I am, in the beginning of this journey, posting this as a remainder and motivation for myself, and hopefully it inspires someone else too. It's always encouraging to read about experiences of people who are in similar situation and who are succeeding in it.



I'm really going to quit, this time for good.

Day 1

:)
 
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I've been lurking here for at least six months but now I felt the urge to register.

I have had porn addiction for years, and while I've tried to quit it - too many times to keep count, I always relapse. Longest break have been 30 days, and that's only once. Usually it is like 3-4 days, at best.

I feel like masturbation/watching porn makes me tired, dull and miserable. It also kills my creativity, sex drive and ambition for life.

During the recent years, I have always felt the happiest when I have had some break from masturbation.

I feel like I'm out of tricks since nothing seems to work. So here I am, in the beginning of this journey, posting this as a remainder and motivation for myself, and hopefully it inspires someone else too. It's always encouraging to read about experiences of people who are in similar situation and who are succeeding in it.



I'm really going to quit, this time for good.

Day 1

:)

Welcome mate!

Whenever you feel like you're going to relapse post and you'll find lots of support here. Good luck!
 

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interesting, some guys near the 90 mark, does that mean you'll go on a splurge when done or try to go longer? It's kinda like quitting smoking right? that was hard as hell, and even after a year, I would still yearn....
 

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Day 2 and Day 2 of no MO.

interesting, some guys near the 90 mark, does that mean you'll go on a splurge when done or try to go longer? It's kinda like quitting smoking right? that was hard as hell, and even after a year, I would still yearn....

I think the point is that after 90 days your mind will be rewired enough to quit porn permanently. Personally, I find having the goal helps motivate me despite the fact that I plan to quit porn forever.
 

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Day 4 ... fuck me... JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS OUT...THEY PULL ME BACK IN!
 

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Progressing quicker than before. The first time, it took me at least 1-2 weeks for sexual thoughts to become more quiet. 4 days in and mind is pretty empty...at least until I get to the gym lol. But hey, I'm a man. I just sneak a few glances then get back to pumpin' iron. EQ is also getting better. Keep on fighting guys!

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Welcome cheetahh! You will find lots of support and encouragement here. There are some great links you can check out to see the devastation that porn brings into our lives. You are right about how it makes you feel. Cling to what you know is right and you will succeed.
I strongly recommend you watch this (it's from wishful really)
Youtube The Great Porn Experiment

I've been lurking here for at least six months but now I felt the urge to register.

I have had porn addiction for years, and while I've tried to quit it - too many times to keep count, I always relapse. Longest break have been 30 days, and that's only once. Usually it is like 3-4 days, at best.

I feel like masturbation/watching porn makes me tired, dull and miserable. It also kills my creativity, sex drive and ambition for life.

During the recent years, I have always felt the happiest when I have had some break from masturbation.

I feel like I'm out of tricks since nothing seems to work. So here I am, in the beginning of this journey, posting this as a remainder and motivation for myself, and hopefully it inspires someone else too. It's always encouraging to read about experiences of people who are in similar situation and who are succeeding in it.



I'm really going to quit, this time for good.

Day 1

:)
 

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Day 3 and Day 3 of no MO.
 

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So just joined the group today, been watching porn mutiple times daily since I was 13 (21 now). Great job all of you who are going strong! 90 days here we go :)
 

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it just occurred to me that I havent watched porn for 4-7 days now, cant quite recall the last time I watched..... I may try it for a few weeks to see how sex is.
 

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I know this is a 90 day challenge, but for me it is a lifetime commitment. I do not intend to go on a porn splurge at the end of 90 days. I intend to never look at porn again. I have relapsed many times. I intend to never relapse again.... I will never relapse again. Thank you all for the support. Welcome new beginners. We are doing great things for our minds and our emotions.
Looking at beautiful women in real life is totally natural. Part of the porn cycle we are breaking is the thought that that is a bad thing to do. God I love yoga pants;).