I'm going to try journaling. Hopefully this will give me the accountability to stay consistent.
sincerely - my journal
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On Tuesday and Wednesday I did one set of stretches for each day. 25 seconds in 8 directions. 60 wet jelqs each day. And edged. I brought myself to just before PONR 3 times. I gave myself a release Friday night. My plan is to edge 4 times a week and released no more than twice a week.
Today I did the same thing as before. I'm going to keep this routine for 2 weeks, and step up to two sets of Stretches and 120 jelqs, and 6 PONR edges.
After reading this thread, I'm going to make it my goal to release only once every two weeks: https://www.pegym.com/forums/success-forum/12658-awesome-results-works-47.html. I'm going to edge 4 times per week, as a part of my general routine. Stretch, Jelq, edge
Very busy at work, but we make time for things we value. Did my basic routine in the tub. 1 set of stretches, 60 jelqs. Also managed to do the same Monday. Edged everyday this week. Hungry for gains.
Did my routine a few times over the weekend. Been trying to commit to edging, but I can't seem to resist the urge to take it to the point of release. Need to get my focus back
Practice, practice, practice that is the goal to improve. Stay safe and consistent. You will get there.
Thanks gents. Did 50 jelqs, 2 sets of stretches, 3 kegels, and 3 reverse kegels. Edged. Need to find some consistency
Still sporadic, kind of upset with myself as I've allowed my time to be taken away. Did 160 jelqs on Monday and Wednesday, and two sets of stretches on Thursday. I'm out of work right now, so I should have more time to focus. Had sex a few times with my sort-of girlfriend. The first time was pretty good, although I wasn't able to make her cum. The other time was pretty weak as I can't stay hard like she likes. I urgently need at least an extra inch of length and a half inch of girth and improved eq and stamina. We're probably going to break up soon. Even still, I still feel inadequate as she's the girl I always wanted, but I can't satisfy her. I'm just about at the point of saying I'll never get it right with her. I can't cum the way she likes to see, and can't stay solid long enough to make her cum. This is turning into emotional diarrhea, so I'll cut it short
Nothing wrong with letting some emotion out. It is way better to get it out somehow than to let it fester inside. Good luck
Haven't been stretching like I'd like to, but I've been getting more consistent with however. In the past week and a half I've had at least 6 jelqing sessions. I always do at least 150 in total except for one day in which I only did 75
Also, sex has been getting better with my gf. I stay hard better. It was largely mental. If I focus on cumming, I can stay harder longer. I lose erections if my mind is focused on pleasing her. I've also learned how she likes to be eaten and talked to. I'll have to do a post on cunnilingus.
Been out of work. Been watching too much porn as well. Think my relationship is truly over. Goes back and forth, gonna wait about 2 or 3 days to see if she calls or texts. If she doesn't it is what it is. My focus should be on grad school and finding a new job anyway. Almost done with my Masters Degree, so I should be working hard to end it well. I think I've gained .125 in fsl. Not putting much stock in it as I had to press in really hard. Too many ups and downs in my life. I just want to get a steady trajectory and find some real contentment.
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Sorry to hear that SE.
Focus on what's good, and remember that every experience, good and bad, is something to learn from and be thankful for. That's how we grow.
Keep at it, and the gains will come. Same for the peace. This too shall pass.
Stay away from the porn, it's probably not helping either. Spend that time instead with things that make you feel good.
Keep your head up, and do what makes you happy.
Focus on what's good, and remember that every experience, good and bad, is something to learn from and be thankful for. That's how we grow.
Keep at it, and the gains will come. Same for the peace. This too shall pass.
Stay away from the porn, it's probably not helping either. Spend that time instead with things that make you feel good.
Keep your head up, and do what makes you happy.
