I just measured myself the 'correct way' and measured to be 5.25 inches. 5.5 inches if I am really hard. What the fuck? I thought I was 5.5 inches easily. 1/4 of an inch isn't that big of a deal. Penis size shouldn't matter so much. But it does for me. And I turtle all of the time ever since I overdosed on Amitriptyline MONTHS ago. Now whatever happens I turtle. Ugh!!!!!! I don't want to wait months to get to 5.75 it is just so aggravating. I am just venting. I know it takes time, bla bla bla. I feel like I'll never get there.

