Lord Kel's log

[kelthuzad1986]

Those of you familiar with Warcraft III will probably know why I chose the title I did lol.

I'll try to keep things short. Been a long time member but posted mostly over at Thunders. Recently, I received much backlash over the reasons I had for breaking up with an ex. I'm never putting my personal life on display again! So I'm a refugee of sorts. I mainly just keep an eye on things there now and am doing most of my posting and browsing and reading here. Seems like a really great community! I love how there are at least four or five women here that I know of and even a forum for them to give us their perspective. Meanwhile, the current female population at Thunders is one, that one being my ex. She's a Harry Potter nerd and she's already starting to wear on some of the members there. Most of the women who become members there are driven away by the crazy behavior of the guys.

But enough about my past life. This is a progress report. I have already made enormous gains with PE. My current stats, although not my true beginning stats will serve as a new baseline against which to compare future gains.


NBPEL 6.25-6.5
BPEL 7 (yeah!)
EG 5.5.


I know I'm a good size already but I want more. I'm going for the magical 8x6 mark. Even if I only get to 7-7.5 NBP I'll be happy though as long as my girth gets up to 6.


Something else. I go to a Job Corps in Utah. I am currently home for Christmas break, but my current dorm affords no privacy for PE whatsoever. I will most likely be moving to a new dorm after the break. The new dorms have private bath and showers in the rooms. Hopefully, I'll be able to work it out to where I can do PE. It may have to be late though so as not to interfere with my roommates. Late is not good though. Rise and shine time is a miserable 5:45 AM. I guess we'll see how things go.

P.S. I NEVER thought I would be anxious to get back to that miserable Job corps but I really want to know if the new conditions I will find myself in upon return are favorable to PE.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I had nearly forgotten how wonderful it feels to be doing a consistent wet jelq routine. I have now been doing it for two days and my penis feels amazing! It is much more sensitive than before and always feels bigger. Unfortunately, it may all be short lived. If the conditions upon return to job corps are not conducive to PE, my renewed quest may have to be suspended.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

Ugh! I may not be able to get in any PE today. Unless my parents both go to work today, I will have to put it off until tonight.

Both of my parents are super paranoid and if I spend too long in the bathroom they're going to want to know what I'm up to. One suspicious incident and they'll have their eye on me for the rest of this Christmas break. The big problem is that my brother tends to not only shower at night taking all of the hot water, but he also takes forever doing it. I believe he also does other things in there. No idea what though. I gave him a document detailing PE exercises a few years ago. I have no idea if he kept it, read it, or puts any of the concepts into practice. Maybe that's what he does for so long during the night. I don't know. I hate waiting for everyone to settle down and go to bed to do PE!

 

[RICKHEEZE]

What was your initial starting measurements? I ask because I read in someone's log that you know PE works because of the gains you made. I am very early into my PE routine and although I am giving this 100% I am a bit skeptical. I do find it helps me to read of the successes of others. Could you post your success story thus far? Thanks

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I wish I could sir. I never took concrete starting measurements and I've been kicking myself ever since. All I know is that there was a point in time shortly before I became serious about PE that I didn't even measure 6 long. Now I'm anywhere from 6.25-6.5 depending on my erection level and the position I measure in. I think my most dramatic gains have been in girth. I distinctly remember over the course of several weeks being continually amazed at how thick my shaft was getting. I'm very sorry I can't give you any definitive starting stats. That is my own fault. I just know I have grown tremendously.

PEgym seems to be supported by advertising. Look at Th***er's P**ce Free Penis Enlargement Forums though. That site has been online for at least a decade now and is supported entirely by member donations. I seriously doubt it would have lasted this long subsisting only on donations if the information was just a bunch of hooey.

Start with the beginning exercises. Give it time. Stay consistent and have an open mind. I can guarantee you'll see results. Different people gain at different rates so give it 2-4 months before you come up with a personal verdict on whether this stuff works. Good luck!

 

[kelthuzad1986]

Well I guess I have my answer. My mother has gone to work, but it is now quite plain that my dad is going to be home all day. I suppose I could risk trying to do PE with him here but it just doesn't seem worth it. I'm putting it off until tonight. Hopefully, my brother doesn't take all of the hot water again.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I'm kicking myself right now! My dad has been occupied all evening. So have my brothers. I think I could easily have gotten PE in today! Too late now.

 

[RICKHEEZE]

Thanks for your reply! I hope you get your workout in.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

Don't know if I will. I have a headache and the bathroom is an ice box due to the fact that we don't use in-house heating because of the cost. Oh I could still get PE in. I'm just asking myself if the discomfort is worth it.

Update: it is nearly 11:30 PM and my dad is still sitting in the living room reading some book. I'll give it until midnight. If he hasn't retired by then, I'm just going to settle for hopefully a four day week of exercising instead of a five day week.

Last update: Well he finally got to bed and I was able to start my usual PE routine shortly after midnight. My first session this week, I only did 100 jelqs due to hand fatigue. My second session I got up to 150 still with tired hands. Tonight, I got up to 200. I noticed a little bit of blood coming out the tip on about the 115th jelq or so. Having experienced this before and finding it to not be a significant problem, I continued but at a lighter pressure. Then I made my big mistake.

I love how my unit looks after jelqing. I was looking at it in the mirror and stroking it now and then to keep it hard. Well the more I stroked, the better it felt. Since I hadn't orgasmed for 4 days, I couldn't resist. It felt so awesome, especially since each jelq session so far had basically been one giant edging session. Four days without orgasm and multiple days of edging makes for some big loads and some really great feeling orgasms. Problem is, I find it much easier to get hard and stay hard when I haven't orgasmed for awhile. I have cut porn out of my life and want to be able to stay hard without using pornographic images in my mind. That is harder to do without several days worth of cum stored up. I wish I had had more self-control.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

Looks like my dad is staying home again today. I guess that isn't so bad since I still haven't decided if I want to PE just one day after that orgasm last night. I also might be just fine with PEing only 4 days out of the week.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I've decided I'm going to go for PE tonight. I don't even feel that tired, I'm warm for once instead of cold, and I don't have a headache. I feel curiously sexual as well despite the fact that I blew four days worth of cum last night. I just need my dad to go to bed so that he doesn't get suspicious.

Update: It's nearly midnight and everyone is sleeping except for my dad but he's occupied watching videos on YouTube. I think I'm going to go for it in a few minutes.

Last Update: I got my PE in, although it took a bit longer than it has been due to the fact that I blew my load yesterday after four days of not cumming thus making it a bit more difficult to stay hard. Still, it was a very good session. It was so good that I decided to throw some fairly hard jelqs at my penis and it handled them well . . . Too well I think. If I'm still that conditioned after over a year of not wet jelqing I'm hoping I won't have trouble making it that last .5 inch to my 6 inch girth goal.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

This afternoon would have been perfect for PE. My dad was gone, and my mother was in bed because she isn't feeling well. I got up really late though and I have to be awake for quite a few hours before I find stroking my wang pleasurable.

Update: Got the last session of the week in and since it was the last session, I blew my load. I'll have about three days until my next session to build up more cum reserves so that staying hard is nice and easy.

 

[RICKHEEZE]

I imagine since you had to outlast your dad to get a workout in last night you didn't feel up to getting an early workout in...hope you get one in though. Thanks for your comments on my log...I appreciate the advice...

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I may be shooting myself in the foot here in a very big way. I am home for a two week Christmas break and so PE is pretty easy to fit in right now. But I have absolutely no way of knowing if the new dorm I am moving to upon my return will be conducive to PE! If it isn't, I'm going to have a very bad case of the PE bug and no way to exercise. To any of you that read this, wish me luck! I've begun wet jelqing again after over a year of not doing it. I'm loving it and I want to continue.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I gave up a chance today to get PE in during the day. My father announced he was going into town and offered to take with anyone who wanted to go. Well, I've been cooped up in the house almost since I got home for Christmas break so I took the chance to get away for a bit. I'll just have to do it tonight. Meanwhile, I'm chillin' in Barnes and Noble.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

Brace yourself. Long entry alert.

My brother has to leave the house very early in the morning due to his job so he makes his breakfasts ahead of time . . . AT NIGHT!!! Tonight, he was up until midnight pottering about in the kitchen! I was going to start my PE at midnight regardless of whether he was in bed or not, but he beat me to the bathroom! He must have spent 15 minutes or so brushing his teeth. Then he went into his room and started doing I don't know what. I went in at about 12:20 to start my PE. During my hot water warmup, I heard various exclamations of dismay indicating that this was a bad thing for him. Well too bad!!! It's his own blasted fault for staying up so late!


I got 300 jelqs in tonight. It was a good session, but since it had only been two days since I last came, I had to use some erotic imagery in my head to help me stay hard. Not good! I want to stay hard without that! Here's the problem though. I can easily go an entire week without cumming so as to make it easier to get and stay hard, but not cumming on Friday, my last exersise day of the week is difficult. If I go too long without cumming, the feeling of buildup and pressure drives me mad! I somehow need to get used to not cumming. Not sure how I'm going to pull that one off.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

Day time PE session today. Folks are out of the house.

On another note, I'm going to be trying a different tack when I get back to Job Corps. I don't know how long it will take for the bureaucracy at Job Corps to approve the dorm change, but I'm allowing for at least a week. That's one week with no PE. When I take up PE again, I'm going to start with maybe 50 jelqs and then up it by two a day. I did anywhere from 150-200 jelqs last week. Then, I upped it to 300 for this week. I can keep up that pace, but it's getting a bit sore. I think I need to take a more incremental approach.

Update: Got my day time PE in. Right after my warmup though, I heard my dad talking. Seems he got home earlier than I thought. I was originally going to do 300 jelqs, but knowing that doing simply 200 would take awhile, I scaled it back to that. I didn't want to spend too much time in the bathroom.

On another note, I think I'm definitely going to try the incremental approach to jelqing. Jelqing for me has always involved a certain level of discomfort. When I first began jelqing, I used high erection and high pressure. Although I didn't know at the time that higher erection and pressure meant more girth, I'm glad I did it that way. Otherwise, I might not be at 5.5 girth right now. In order to try and minimize the discomfort and give my cock some time to adjust, I've decided I am definitely going for the incremental approach upon return to Job Corps. My first time jelqing will be 50. Second one 52, third one 54 and so on. I want to get all the way up to 300-500 jelqs a session, but it will take time.

Upon further reflection, I believe some of the irritation is also due to my choice of lube. Currently, I am using coconut oil. It works, but only so well. I did not have nearly as much discomfort when I was using albolene and that is what I'm going to use provided PE is even possible upon my return to Job Corps.

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I failed miserably last night. Not only did I spend a couple hours looking up porn videos, I also blew my load. That will make it harder to get hard and stay hard.

I don't even know why I look up porn. It has become boring in a way. I rarely get an erection anymore from watching porn alone. I admit it's fun, but once that fun has been had, I feel so depressed and defeated! I wish I had never watched porn or learned how to masturbate. It would have been so much better to just get married and experience all of the intoxicating beauty of sex for the first time in a marriage relationship! Until recently, my only transgressions had been porn. Now, I have an ex in my past with whom I did everything but sex. Nothing is left except the actual act of sex itself. If I can go long years without porn and without getting physically involved with someone, some of the things I have ruined for my future marriage might regain a bit of their sparkle and freshness. I don't know how things are going to go. Since I'm not in a relationship right now, I guess I'll just start with trying to quit porn.

 

[RICKHEEZE]

I've dropped back on my porn watching a lot and everything that goes with it. I feel so much better... I hope you are able to drop the porn habit...it's tough, but worth it. (I haven't completely let it go...but greatly reduced it)

 

[kelthuzad1986]

I'm trying to quit. It's like a flipping drug!