Im back!!!
So march almost two years ago now, I had a pulmonary embolism. I stopped breathing. By the grace of God I survived! I was in the ICU, I couldn't even walk because my muscles were all atrified. Anyway I got through that.
I have penile fracture for almost 21 years ongoing. My mental health is getting better. I used to go long waits between ejaculating like almost 2 months.
I am still striving for routine in my life. Since the onset of injury at 22, I've only been laid once. She was giving me a blowjob out if mercy, as I had Ed.. anyway aside from that I've been pretty isolated. My daily routine is just walking, enjoying being on disability. I see the uro in January. Any questions? I'll be glad to answer anyone's nice words.
I almost had a fling with Tori but my Ed and overweight made me too unconfident. She was a nice chick. I'm still not ready for intercourse, but at least I can still orgasm. I'm thankful for what I can get
My life is fragile. I'm a sometimes church goer, a somerimes volunteer, I walk the malls for a living. My penis aches during the walks, it's still injured.
I walk 7000 steps a day. Rarely any porn. I eat whatever so so. I take medication for my mood. I have some good friends, but yeah I do have a disability. Lots of mental warfare. I live where it is very cold , ice and snow. I am paranoid of lifting heavy weights or sitting down for prolonged times out of Fear that I will refracture. My pdoc calls it a fixed delusion.
The goal is to maintain stress at a minimal level. Idk why but Cialis relaxes me. But yeah I'm scared to take it though, I don't need all that smoke while I'm trying to heal!
I hope everyone is doing well here!
So march almost two years ago now, I had a pulmonary embolism. I stopped breathing. By the grace of God I survived! I was in the ICU, I couldn't even walk because my muscles were all atrified. Anyway I got through that.
I have penile fracture for almost 21 years ongoing. My mental health is getting better. I used to go long waits between ejaculating like almost 2 months.
I am still striving for routine in my life. Since the onset of injury at 22, I've only been laid once. She was giving me a blowjob out if mercy, as I had Ed.. anyway aside from that I've been pretty isolated. My daily routine is just walking, enjoying being on disability. I see the uro in January. Any questions? I'll be glad to answer anyone's nice words.
I almost had a fling with Tori but my Ed and overweight made me too unconfident. She was a nice chick. I'm still not ready for intercourse, but at least I can still orgasm. I'm thankful for what I can get
My life is fragile. I'm a sometimes church goer, a somerimes volunteer, I walk the malls for a living. My penis aches during the walks, it's still injured.
I walk 7000 steps a day. Rarely any porn. I eat whatever so so. I take medication for my mood. I have some good friends, but yeah I do have a disability. Lots of mental warfare. I live where it is very cold , ice and snow. I am paranoid of lifting heavy weights or sitting down for prolonged times out of Fear that I will refracture. My pdoc calls it a fixed delusion.
The goal is to maintain stress at a minimal level. Idk why but Cialis relaxes me. But yeah I'm scared to take it though, I don't need all that smoke while I'm trying to heal!
I hope everyone is doing well here!
