Haven't heard from her since that day. Haven't pe'd since that day. Haven't "enjoyed" myself since that day. Haven't really done anything since that day. I've been on anti-depressants for the past month with no real improvement. I've never taken medication for anything and now i'm on ad's and ambien. Still have trouble sleeping. I don't understand how I could go from such a happy free spirit who fully enjoyed and loved every minute of life to a depressed loner in such a short period of time. Most of my friends ignore my calls now and if I do get a hold of them they already have plans. I've never been in this situation before and am having trouble finding the "light" at the end of the tunnel.
I've tried getting out and doing different things but no matter what my mind is on her. I wake up in the morning and pray before I open my eyes that there's a message from her on my phone/email/something. It's the only thing that keeps me going. Maybe today will be the day.
If it wasn't meant to be then why can't I accept that and move one. It's been how long and I don't feel as if I've gotten any better.
There's got to be a way to make it all go away
I've tried getting out and doing different things but no matter what my mind is on her. I wake up in the morning and pray before I open my eyes that there's a message from her on my phone/email/something. It's the only thing that keeps me going. Maybe today will be the day.
If it wasn't meant to be then why can't I accept that and move one. It's been how long and I don't feel as if I've gotten any better.
There's got to be a way to make it all go away
