Should i join

[duppy]

My life keeps on getting worse & I can't remember when the last time I was happy. I'm depressed & broke I've been working my ass off 7 days a weeks since I was legal. Helping family & friends with health issues, mortgage issues,business problems,legal issues,helping them with their children etc. What do I get in return nothing but people calling me a piece of sh*t,coward,liar,ungrateful,hateful. I'm just ready to join the army & leave my family & friends in the past & not come back

 

[amiok]

I have thought of that too brother.

Now, though you piss me off talking about your huge dick being small , I will say this to you.

I have thought long and hard, in the middle of the night when I'm alone. I have thought of how I could end it, just why go on? Years man. Just wished I had a gun to suck on.

i thought that the army could make it look heroic even thought it would essentially be suicide. That's really fucked up considering I have a close friend who hopefully just got home from Iraq for the last time. I know he is there hoping to come back and i'm thinking of going there TO DIE on purpose? Wow.

Another thing is that people do love me. My family loves me, even though we may fight at times. I don't want to hurt them. Hell man, I even got people here, who don't know me from a piece of sh*t on the sidewalk, who truly give a sh*t about my well being. I come on here depressed and bitter and rant and am a prick and they try to HELP me. Why? They don't know me. And a lot of the time I'm a complete asshole. But they know how fucked up being fucked up is, lol sorry that was funny to me. People WANT to HELP me. And YOU. Remember that.

You have to think of what there is man. Something to hold onto.

Best wishes

 

[duppy]

I have thought of that too brother.

Now, though you piss me off talking about your huge dick being small , I will say this to you.

I have thought long and hard, in the middle of the night when I'm alone. I have thought of how I could end it, just why go on? Years man. Just wished I had a gun to suck on.

i thought that the army could make it look heroic even thought it would essentially be suicide. That's really fucked up considering I have a close friend who hopefully just got home from Iraq for the last time. I know he is there hoping to come back and i'm thinking of going there TO DIE on purpose? Wow.

Another thing is that people do love me. My family loves me, even though we may fight at times. I don't want to hurt them. Hell man, I even got people here, who don't know me from a piece of sh*t on the sidewalk, who truly give a sh*t about my well being. I come on here depressed and bitter and rant and am a prick and they try to HELP me. Why? They don't know me. And a lot of the time I'm a complete asshole. But they know how fucked up being fucked up is, lol sorry that was funny to me. People WANT to HELP me. And YOU. Remember that.

You have to think of what there is man. Something to hold onto.

Best wishes

now thats just fucking scary man because you sound & think like me. One of the reasons i wanted to go is to die in combat & come back dead but as a hero. People would finally be proud of me & not look down on me.but yea man sorry about the penis comments but I really do feel small. I wasn't being sarcastic my penis just doesn't look impressive & sometimes i'm ashamed of it. thats why i came here to get it bigger & make myself feel a little better in my miserable life.

 

[TheSnitch]

Duppy, you are the most important person in the world. Period. Other peoples sh*t is not your problem. You can only help people after you have helped yourself.

Every man needs three things in their life to be happy. 1) Someone to Love 2) Something to Do 3) Something to look forward to

If you feel you don't have any of those things right now, start moving in a direction that allows you to have them. Motivation doesn't always come and fear isn't always overcome, but we are the culmination of our decisions in life.

Live your life deliberately, because only you can.

Just remember a man is his thoughts - learn to control yours and propagate positive self talk and you'll find you recover from situations faster, your attitude is more upbeat, and people and situations will seem to gravitate to you.

Life is a marathon not a sprint - endurance building takes time and is painful both physically and mentally. But, you can do it.

Also, your dick is gigantic. Compare it to others. Your dick is almost the exact same size as PORN STAR Preston Parker. http://www.thevisualiser.net

 

[amiok]

now thats just fucking scary man because you sound & think like me. One of the reasons i wanted to go is to die in combat & come back dead but as a hero. People would finally be proud of me & not look down on me.but yea man sorry about the penis comments but I really do feel small. I wasn't being sarcastic my penis just doesn't look impressive & sometimes i'm ashamed of it. thats why i came here to get it bigger & make myself feel a little better in my miserable life.

Don't be sorry just shut the fuck up . Lol, seriously man. That's a huge dick. I would punch you in the face if we met in real life if I heard you talking like that ahahaha.

But this time truly serious. Yea man I've also felt guilty for wanting to die when there are people who go over there and die leaving families over here. I felt like I should switch spots with them. Same thing with little children who get cancer etc. It's fucked up being fucked up.

 

[namsokiek]

Join the Seabees not the army. Unless low job satisfaction and condesention are your thing...GO NAVY!

 

[RockstarParkingDude]

some people are simply toxic people. misery is infectious. avoid these people at all costs, as they will bring you down with them.

if this means your friends, or family, so be it. better to carve your own path than to walk the road of misery with those you care for.

 

[aussie78]

how much do they give in return for your help?? sounds like nothing but grief. they are using you and have no appreciation for what you do for them. you have no obligation to help anyone but yourself. If others cant stand on their own two feet, you don't have to prop them up.

My family are sponges as well, they constantly hound me for bullshit favours and to help them out. As hard as it can be you need to tell them where to go, I have told people time and time again and they still keep asking and then try to make me feel bad because I refused to help. the main reason they do is because they see you as a capable person, and they know you have a heart and won't tell them to f*#k off.

RockstarParkingDude is right, walk away from toxic people they will never change and they will bleed you dry.

 

[srsmokealot09]

"Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on."

Ahh the wise lessons from Blow... Keep your head up Duppy. I don't know how old you are but feelings like you are having and such are part of growing up, just shows your human. Use this as motivation for whatever you want to accomplish in life. Show me someone who's never been betrayed, heartbroken, or hurt and ill show them a coffin. Nothing and I mean NOTHING is worth taking your life for. Best of Luck.

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[Toadstool]

I say join the military. You will learn a lot
Always the reserves if combat isn't your thing
Up here in Canada, they pay people in the reserves . They'll even help pay for school after a time.
You'll meet new people.
It sounds like a great idea