Finally found out what my dad wanted to tell me on Father's Day, but could not because of scheduling conflicts, although I had to find out through my brother. Looks like him and my step-mom are getting back together.
I should be ecstatic about this, but I find myself much less happy than I should be. Now don't get me wrong I am glad my dad doesn't have to go through another divorce and things are mending well, but for some reason I am finding it hard to forgive my step-mother. Now I was quite mad that my dad was the one that had to move, spending a year away from home, and I certainly was thinking about how bad a divorce could get, what with everything.
Shouldn't I feel happier about this? Before the separation I thought I was really starting to connect to my step-mom in ways I wasn't for years before so I would think I would be on that happy train like anyone else in this situation, but I am finding it hard to forgive for some reason. If my dad is happy then I should be as well, but there seems to be something that I am not quite seeing.
My step-sister also seems to be feeling the same way, she doesn't want to get close to see things fall apart again. Clearly me and her have something going on.
