Well I'm 20 and my brother is 22, I always used to be annoyed that he had a bigger penis than me (flaccid, I've never ever wanted to or have seen his erect penis and I never will as long as I live hopefully), I knew he had a bigger flaccid through the bulge in his boxers (he walks around in them a lot unlike me, i have a bulge but it isn't that great because my flaccid isn't that great). I remember back when I was 17 and he was 19, I caught a look at his flaccid penis when he got out of the shower and wasn't wearing a towel and it looked pretty big which made me feel even more like crap because at times my flaccid looks very pathetic. Anyway I haven't really thought about it much, I've learned to accept my penis as what it is and I think erect my penis is pretty good so it is what it is.
Now he has a new gf and they've already had sex (heard it last night, my room is only about 5 metres away when you come out of his door, actually pisses me off to be honest. I don't wanna hear it but it goes both ways so when I have a gf or at least someone to have sex with, I will have no problem in fucking her brains out, don't care if my brother is wide awake or not haha. This isn't the first time either, I had to hear it a lot with his ex too). Anyway I put something in his drawer and he had 'Playboy ultra thin' condoms and it made me go :S because I thought he was big, I opened the box and one had already been used so I decided to take one to try on next time I got erect.
So I'm erect (ish, hard but wasn't really trying for a 100% raging one) and it was soooo tight, I literally had to pull it on and when it came on my penis went semi-flaccid and even then it looked like my semi flaccid was pretty much the maximum for it.
Now this isn't something I'd ever bring up to him, it isn't even something I'll probably think about much. I just find it interesting, I've thought this for so long and we might actually be more even than I thought. My insecurities have actually been squashed quite a bit because of this
Oh and I don't feel sorry for him at all in terms of having to use ultra thin because from the sounds they make, he seems to make it work (actually feels sick I know that, I wish I didn't!).
Of course maybe I'm just clutching at straws, but never in a million years would the ultra thin condom fit on me and I tried very hard. Also I'm not doing this to brag because really I haven't got anything to brag about, I have had no action in my life lol and I'm 20. I just thought it was interesting to note.
And this has no other meanings apart from curiosity, I've always been envious of him because I've thought he has a much bigger penis than me growing up.
Now he has a new gf and they've already had sex (heard it last night, my room is only about 5 metres away when you come out of his door, actually pisses me off to be honest. I don't wanna hear it but it goes both ways so when I have a gf or at least someone to have sex with, I will have no problem in fucking her brains out, don't care if my brother is wide awake or not haha. This isn't the first time either, I had to hear it a lot with his ex too). Anyway I put something in his drawer and he had 'Playboy ultra thin' condoms and it made me go :S because I thought he was big, I opened the box and one had already been used so I decided to take one to try on next time I got erect.
So I'm erect (ish, hard but wasn't really trying for a 100% raging one) and it was soooo tight, I literally had to pull it on and when it came on my penis went semi-flaccid and even then it looked like my semi flaccid was pretty much the maximum for it.
Now this isn't something I'd ever bring up to him, it isn't even something I'll probably think about much. I just find it interesting, I've thought this for so long and we might actually be more even than I thought. My insecurities have actually been squashed quite a bit because of this
Oh and I don't feel sorry for him at all in terms of having to use ultra thin because from the sounds they make, he seems to make it work (actually feels sick I know that, I wish I didn't!).
Of course maybe I'm just clutching at straws, but never in a million years would the ultra thin condom fit on me and I tried very hard. Also I'm not doing this to brag because really I haven't got anything to brag about, I have had no action in my life lol and I'm 20. I just thought it was interesting to note.
And this has no other meanings apart from curiosity, I've always been envious of him because I've thought he has a much bigger penis than me growing up.
