ive decided. im gona quit porn cold turkey. no joke. ill post everyday that i dont in this manner: 1,2,3. basically each day that i go without masturbating i will increase the number.
Finally ive got time on my hands! gona do some PE-ing today and start with the articles. BEST NEWS EVER! finally landed myself another girlfriend. she literally keeps me at half mast all day. Last night after talking with her through texts for a week we went on our very first date. the night went great. hadnt masturbated since my first post here. so i was very horny. The date went amazingly and we ended up back at my place. more than anything we cuddled and good God was it amazing! she gave my a bit of a hand job for my reward for such a great date. she thought and so did i that a little quickie like she gave me would make me cum. turns out PE has had quite alot of influence. As the night went on i told her i wanted to return the gift she gave. turns out she couldnt last at all from all the cuddling and touching(well that and a back rub), so she cums pretty hard but she wanted me uber bad! im lucky i still had (as to quote Saiyan) a golden ticket in my dresser drawer! Best yet! from all the gains ive made and improved erectile quality i actually bottomed out on her, and gave her a bit of a stretch! i felt bad for the poor girl at first because the sex was so good she actually squirted and pretty much would have ruined my bed if i wasnt cautious enough to buy a sleeping bag the day before for my bed hahaha! I dont know how but i made her come 6 times and i was about to make her come a seventh when she really bit into my shoulder and whispered in my ear she needed a break! plus after all of that from going for about 30 minutes i didnt even remotely come close to coming . i was so proud and happy at the same time! then after that she just shook in my arms alot and fell asleep on my chest cuddling and drooling(so adorable ) for like two hours
uuhhhhhhhh . unless im with my girl i practically cant get a woody, just big flaccids :/ ive been thinking about how much im starting to love her despite the trouble she gives me and that can usually causes a pretty good hard on but otherwise. Depsite all that i know its worth it. i want the self control and i know good things are coming