Hello everyone,
I'm Tom (my nickname), I'm 22 years old and this is my story.
I've only been in a few relationships had a normal sex life until I fell hard and deep into substance use for about 3 years. I could blame it on depression, or ending what I thought was going to be a set long-term relationship, loneliness, self loathing or just damn stupidity but I did it and it took a huge toll on my mental, and physical states and not to mention my sex drive was shot dead . Seriously for almost 3 years after my last girlfriend I thought I had become asexual; I was shooting down every girl that approached me just so I could be alone and drink all day and sniff Oxy till I passed out. My parents put me through rehab twice and and all it did was make me feel worse and I would just return to my binges to the point I was starting to mentally break down, and break down hard to the point I was ready to relieve myself, my family and my remaining loved ones by attempting to commit suicide.
That was until I met someone. Just randomly. She and I related on almost every level: music, philosophy, spiritual beliefs, sports and so much more. We started talking here and there and then it grew to a point we couldn't go a day without talking to each other ALL DAY. She was a friend, then became my best friend...and then 4 months in I told her I had fallen in love with her, and she loves me too! She had no clue about my drug problems until I started having serious feelings for her and I thought I should be honest. She fills in the void I had felt all this time, she makes me feel so alive and conjures feelings inside of me I thought I'd never feel again. She has also helped me mature significantly and by knowing her she makes me want to crawl out of this feeble state I am find myself in now and undergo the ultimate metamorphosis: to become a man, no longer just a troubled boy. The first steps I took was to get back into school, adopt a healthy lifestyle and try to constantly improve myself both mentally and physically.
Though I'm clean now, it was quite embarrassing when we became intimate. At first I could hardly keep it up, and often couldn't even get it past semi-erect. I had to rely on Arginine and Testosterone supplements to help me maintain a full erection, and even chugged mug after mug of the "erection tea" recipe I found on here. Eventually the sex got a tad better, often I'd get really nervous (it's been a long time since I've had sex and not to mention I was MUCH healthier back then) and would lose my erection while trying to slip on a condom. Lucky for me, she's been very patient with me and loves me to death. She's leaving the country for 4 months to sort out family issues and work for her family's business till she's made enough money to come back and move in with me and finish school. By the end of those four months I want to see a big improvement in me overall, a stronger man and a better lover.
A buddy of mine recommended taking up PE since it's done wonders for him and his sex life, so here I am.
I've lurked for a bit and want to give a huge shout-out to kingpole, JonPop, and hugherection (sp? Sorry). We've never met but from weeks of reading both your posts, I think I like you guys already and think I will learn A LOT from you and the rest of the forum here.
I've begun JonPop's 90 day routine as of today.
My current size is...let's say modest but my little soldier stands at:
Fully Erect Length:6 inches (ruler)
Fully Erect Girth: 5 inches (measuring tape)
As of today I've started Jon Pop's 90 day routine to get my penis conditioned for more advanced exercises.
Supplements:
-Korean Red Ginseng
-Arginmax (GNC)
-Enpulse Testosterone and Libido Booster
-Fish Oil Omega-3s
-Controlled Labs Orange Triad Multivitamin
-Lots of Green Tea
In the end, my goal is to reach 7.5 X 6 (yeah I hear some of you laughing)
Wish me luck,
Tom
I'm Tom (my nickname), I'm 22 years old and this is my story.
I've only been in a few relationships had a normal sex life until I fell hard and deep into substance use for about 3 years. I could blame it on depression, or ending what I thought was going to be a set long-term relationship, loneliness, self loathing or just damn stupidity but I did it and it took a huge toll on my mental, and physical states and not to mention my sex drive was shot dead . Seriously for almost 3 years after my last girlfriend I thought I had become asexual; I was shooting down every girl that approached me just so I could be alone and drink all day and sniff Oxy till I passed out. My parents put me through rehab twice and and all it did was make me feel worse and I would just return to my binges to the point I was starting to mentally break down, and break down hard to the point I was ready to relieve myself, my family and my remaining loved ones by attempting to commit suicide.
That was until I met someone. Just randomly. She and I related on almost every level: music, philosophy, spiritual beliefs, sports and so much more. We started talking here and there and then it grew to a point we couldn't go a day without talking to each other ALL DAY. She was a friend, then became my best friend...and then 4 months in I told her I had fallen in love with her, and she loves me too! She had no clue about my drug problems until I started having serious feelings for her and I thought I should be honest. She fills in the void I had felt all this time, she makes me feel so alive and conjures feelings inside of me I thought I'd never feel again. She has also helped me mature significantly and by knowing her she makes me want to crawl out of this feeble state I am find myself in now and undergo the ultimate metamorphosis: to become a man, no longer just a troubled boy. The first steps I took was to get back into school, adopt a healthy lifestyle and try to constantly improve myself both mentally and physically.
Though I'm clean now, it was quite embarrassing when we became intimate. At first I could hardly keep it up, and often couldn't even get it past semi-erect. I had to rely on Arginine and Testosterone supplements to help me maintain a full erection, and even chugged mug after mug of the "erection tea" recipe I found on here. Eventually the sex got a tad better, often I'd get really nervous (it's been a long time since I've had sex and not to mention I was MUCH healthier back then) and would lose my erection while trying to slip on a condom. Lucky for me, she's been very patient with me and loves me to death. She's leaving the country for 4 months to sort out family issues and work for her family's business till she's made enough money to come back and move in with me and finish school. By the end of those four months I want to see a big improvement in me overall, a stronger man and a better lover.
A buddy of mine recommended taking up PE since it's done wonders for him and his sex life, so here I am.
I've lurked for a bit and want to give a huge shout-out to kingpole, JonPop, and hugherection (sp? Sorry). We've never met but from weeks of reading both your posts, I think I like you guys already and think I will learn A LOT from you and the rest of the forum here.
I've begun JonPop's 90 day routine as of today.
My current size is...let's say modest but my little soldier stands at:
Fully Erect Length:6 inches (ruler)
Fully Erect Girth: 5 inches (measuring tape)
As of today I've started Jon Pop's 90 day routine to get my penis conditioned for more advanced exercises.
Supplements:
-Korean Red Ginseng
-Arginmax (GNC)
-Enpulse Testosterone and Libido Booster
-Fish Oil Omega-3s
-Controlled Labs Orange Triad Multivitamin
-Lots of Green Tea
In the end, my goal is to reach 7.5 X 6 (yeah I hear some of you laughing)
Wish me luck,
Tom
