To start I must say I am very impressed with the amount of guys here that are open and honest about the size of their penis. In the real world no one has a 5" dick. I think everyone knows what I mean by this.
I was always insecure about my own member for years despite the fact that I had read everywhere that I was falling in that great average spectrum that most guys fall into (I was around 5.5" forever). It didn't matter because this was still an issue with me. Despite the fact that I was very well built even at a young age and fairly attractive, I suffered a lot of self conscious issues before sex because of what I felt like was an inadequate member.
A year ago after being totally natural I decided to go ahead and take the plunge and get on anabolic steroids. My test levels had already been tested out as low so I went with a hormone replacement doctor and they fixed me up. Over the course of the year my member grew a full inch to 6.5 without doing any PE. My girth also improved but I am not sure by how much. A significant amount.
So 16 years ago (yes 16) I met this girl and we fell in love, got married, etc. The past few years our sex life has become more open in terms of both talk and what we did (we had a few threesomes with other women). Recently she disclosed to me that before she met me that she had been with a guy that was bigger than me. This did not bother me now. I pretty much figured that most women I was with had been with guys bigger than me, including her, and my new growth made me feel a lot more secure.
For some reason however, I felt the need to prod to actually know how much bigger this former bf was. Eventually she told me that "well it's hard for most women to orgasm with the man on top. He was the only guy big enough to make me orgasm everytime he was on top." I pretty much felt like someone shot me through the gut at that point. That means for 15 years being with me in that position was sub par and that she had also lied to me about some other things sexually. Combine that with the fact that she would get incredibly wet when she talked about former experiences with him while we were having sex and that pretty much ended it for me, and us. It may sound shallow but it's just something I can't overcome. Everyone has their own personal issues I suppose.
So that's how I ended up here. I know at 6.5" x 5 I should feel good about what I have but I don't after this. I don't want to ever feel inadequate or insecure again. I figure that a simple inch on length and half an inch on girth would put me in pretty good company. So I really just want to get there and cement those gains.
I was always insecure about my own member for years despite the fact that I had read everywhere that I was falling in that great average spectrum that most guys fall into (I was around 5.5" forever). It didn't matter because this was still an issue with me. Despite the fact that I was very well built even at a young age and fairly attractive, I suffered a lot of self conscious issues before sex because of what I felt like was an inadequate member.
A year ago after being totally natural I decided to go ahead and take the plunge and get on anabolic steroids. My test levels had already been tested out as low so I went with a hormone replacement doctor and they fixed me up. Over the course of the year my member grew a full inch to 6.5 without doing any PE. My girth also improved but I am not sure by how much. A significant amount.
So 16 years ago (yes 16) I met this girl and we fell in love, got married, etc. The past few years our sex life has become more open in terms of both talk and what we did (we had a few threesomes with other women). Recently she disclosed to me that before she met me that she had been with a guy that was bigger than me. This did not bother me now. I pretty much figured that most women I was with had been with guys bigger than me, including her, and my new growth made me feel a lot more secure.
For some reason however, I felt the need to prod to actually know how much bigger this former bf was. Eventually she told me that "well it's hard for most women to orgasm with the man on top. He was the only guy big enough to make me orgasm everytime he was on top." I pretty much felt like someone shot me through the gut at that point. That means for 15 years being with me in that position was sub par and that she had also lied to me about some other things sexually. Combine that with the fact that she would get incredibly wet when she talked about former experiences with him while we were having sex and that pretty much ended it for me, and us. It may sound shallow but it's just something I can't overcome. Everyone has their own personal issues I suppose.
So that's how I ended up here. I know at 6.5" x 5 I should feel good about what I have but I don't after this. I don't want to ever feel inadequate or insecure again. I figure that a simple inch on length and half an inch on girth would put me in pretty good company. So I really just want to get there and cement those gains.
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