That would be considered the 12 O'clock position. Have you tried the other ( 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, and 6 O'clock) positions? Keep working your way 'down' and Kegel at the other clock positions. If the only place you see, feel tugback is 12 O'clock, then that would suggest a very high LOT. Most do not believe LOT Theory is valid , so, would probably suggest that you do not concern yourself with determining yours.