The AP90 (Anti-Porn)
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Day: 0: No Porn, bye forever 
Day 0: No ejaculation (Planning not to for a week so I can go back to a healthy schedule of not everyday) Been a baaad week lol xD
Day 0: No ejaculation (Planning not to for a week so I can go back to a healthy schedule of not everyday) Been a baaad week lol xD
day 21 no porn. i have accidentally viewed nude photos of women, but no porn so this is okay right? i haven't masturbated to any porn whatsoever for all this time; it's been very hard! lol but its getting so much better. i think after the initial 2 weeks you end up not needing porn. i am getting hornier now whereas a week or two ago i had no libido (possible withdrawal symptoms lol). i am fantasising over the sports therapist at my gym and her amazing ass which i saw earlier this morning walking up the stairs in front of me in tight denim shorts :yikes::hungry:
It is allowed to look at ladies their asses right? or boobs hahahha for instance in the swimming pool
if it is real women I think it's ok. Real women are real, not porn or hot pictures from internet.
Day 44
I don't know of anything that can keep us from looking at the wonder of woman, except maybe death. I wonder if even that will stop me.
I don't know of anything that can keep us from looking at the wonder of woman, except maybe death. I wonder if even that will stop me.
Caved at day 19. That was my 3rd go round. Idk if i can make it without at least having a woman
Caved at day 19. That was my 3rd go round. Idk if i can make it without at least having a woman...
Hey, guys. I've been a porn user for over 7 years and it has taken a nasty turn in my life. I used porn to cope with a lot of things. Boredom, anxiety, anger, if i find myself in a bad situation i usually turn to porn and masturbation.
In my lifetime of being 21, i missed so many opportunities with girls. It makes me want to cry. Porn has "alienated" my way of expressing, sexuality. A girl is interested in me, and i simply dont take action. My libido is being "nurtured" by my over use of porn. No need to go out, talk to girls, get rejected, learn more about yourself, expose flaws, ask for her number. None of that stuff. Just search for a sexy video with the click of a button.
I feel like it has such a negative impact on my life. I want my libido back, the lust for actually going out and approach women/girls.
Day 1/201 has already begun.
In my lifetime of being 21, i missed so many opportunities with girls. It makes me want to cry. Porn has "alienated" my way of expressing, sexuality. A girl is interested in me, and i simply dont take action. My libido is being "nurtured" by my over use of porn. No need to go out, talk to girls, get rejected, learn more about yourself, expose flaws, ask for her number. None of that stuff. Just search for a sexy video with the click of a button.
I feel like it has such a negative impact on my life. I want my libido back, the lust for actually going out and approach women/girls.
Day 1/201 has already begun.
So i was clean for one day and then i proceeded to relapse 10 times. Now i know not to trust my brain. One more time never means one more time. It's an excuse to do the act. I can beat myself all i want (no pun intended), but thats so counter productive. I gotta learn from my mistake and move on.
Here goes day 1/200.
Here goes day 1/200.
