hey man sorry to hear, well i don't have half the knowledge about these things, but the first thing i would do was to consider some options: 1 if the kids aren't yours would you keep them? i mean finding out they aren't your the mom can take away your right as a parent, so if you want them no matter what. don't do the test. her being unfaithfull. one of the things people usually do when their partner in a relationship is cheaping is to blaim them self. this feeling can really tear you apart. now stop UP! think for a second! are you going to let her decide how you should feel about yourself? start doing something in your life. perhaps running? working out in general, don't do it to be big don't do it to look good, do it because it makes you feel good, and enjoy it if you think back about hard workout in your life its always a happy memory (just listen to all the x soldier training stories)
when all comes to all. some people cheat some people don't. it doesn't matter if you got a cock the same size as king kong (or kingpole
) a body like schwatchznegger and the look of brad pitt. it has nothing to do with you, but something to do with her. her feeling about herself isn't that strong. therefore she cheats to feel attractive.
i know the pain of losing a love in your life. i can only try to imagine the confussion of having childs mixed in the blender. but my advise. take your destiny in your own hands, become a role model and last but not less importent GET A BIG DICK!