so,im writing this because im trying to stop watching porn....again.and im dealing with some urges right now,and i feel like talking about it may help me get over it.ive tried to stop many times in my life,for the past couple of months i aint really worried about it.but i want to try quitting again,because i want to maximize my eq while im injured so that once im healed up,my eq will be improved before i start back at pe.day 1 was december 5th.
id like to post about it cause i think it may hold me more acciuntable for my actions.this is something i havnt tried before in the past.
id also like to explainy situation a bit.you see i was introduced to pornography in i believe it was 3rd grade,maybe 2nd.but bo matter which one,it was way,way too early.some other kids i went to school with showed it to me.i feel like this is the prime reason ive had such a hard time quitting.i mean can you imagine being given heroin in 3rd grade amd mot realizing that what your doing is wrong until you get into highschool .which by then youve been an addict for 6 years already.can you imagine how hard it would be to get off heroin after 6 years of use.oh and then on too of that this heroin is a special kind of heroin you can get for free,practically anytime of the day,and anywhere theres an internet connection.which is pretty much anywhere cause i have a smart phone with unlimited internet data.so yea if i got bars of connection,i can get a fix,figuratively speaking.i think ive mase my point and im probably repeatung things you already know.porn is addictive,free,and convenient.which makes it a disaster waiting to happen.
anyways i just realized im feeling better now and am over it.feel free to leave me any tips or advice that has maybe helped you kick the habit.it would be appreciated.i think meditation could help.but i just gotta get myself to do it.
id like to post about it cause i think it may hold me more acciuntable for my actions.this is something i havnt tried before in the past.
id also like to explainy situation a bit.you see i was introduced to pornography in i believe it was 3rd grade,maybe 2nd.but bo matter which one,it was way,way too early.some other kids i went to school with showed it to me.i feel like this is the prime reason ive had such a hard time quitting.i mean can you imagine being given heroin in 3rd grade amd mot realizing that what your doing is wrong until you get into highschool .which by then youve been an addict for 6 years already.can you imagine how hard it would be to get off heroin after 6 years of use.oh and then on too of that this heroin is a special kind of heroin you can get for free,practically anytime of the day,and anywhere theres an internet connection.which is pretty much anywhere cause i have a smart phone with unlimited internet data.so yea if i got bars of connection,i can get a fix,figuratively speaking.i think ive mase my point and im probably repeatung things you already know.porn is addictive,free,and convenient.which makes it a disaster waiting to happen.
anyways i just realized im feeling better now and am over it.feel free to leave me any tips or advice that has maybe helped you kick the habit.it would be appreciated.i think meditation could help.but i just gotta get myself to do it.