Before I begin my log I am going to talk about my reasons for doing PE.
Married for 13 years as of June, 2009. Former college athlete, but since 1999 work and kids got in the way of me playing basketball which is what kept me in shape. 6'9" and hit 300 pounds about 3 months ago. Also around that time my wife cheated on me. One night deal which I found out about when her phone got a text at 11:00 the following evening. Thought it must be some kind of emergency, picked up the phone and my jaw hit the ground.
Since we have three kids and she begged forgiveness I decided to stay married. She says it was nothing to do with me but she is in great shape and the sex we had up to that point had evolved into her being on top 99% of the time as I was out of shape in a bad bad way. However I didn't have EQ problems, and jerked off 4-5 times a week. I didn't have great EQ, probably 7 on a scale of 10.
Since then I have been working out. Down to 280, gained a lot of muscle. Not in shape but I eat right and work out 3-4 times a week. I gave up drinking and smoking for the most part.
However, ever since "the incident" I have had EQ problems. I realize it is mental. I have stopped jerking off because I can't get erect unless I am with the wife. With the wife things were pretty bad. Erections were lasting 5-10 minutes at the most. I also am loosing my house, and my job is possibly going bye bye. I had those issues before but I drank so much I didn't worry about them.
So I got a prescription for Viagra from the Dr but I decided that wasn't the way to go. On the other hand Viagra made me realize the EQ I was missing.
Internet research led me to PE forums, Thunders was not accepting new members so I joined here.
Primarily I am looking for EQ, but also wouldn't mind growth.
The last time I took Viagra I measured just over 7" BP. I remember measuring at 19 and was 7" non bone pressed, so clearly I've had a little shrinkage.
I've done PE three times so far, beginners routine. Drinking errection tea and started Ginko and Ginsing.
Married for 13 years as of June, 2009. Former college athlete, but since 1999 work and kids got in the way of me playing basketball which is what kept me in shape. 6'9" and hit 300 pounds about 3 months ago. Also around that time my wife cheated on me. One night deal which I found out about when her phone got a text at 11:00 the following evening. Thought it must be some kind of emergency, picked up the phone and my jaw hit the ground.
Since we have three kids and she begged forgiveness I decided to stay married. She says it was nothing to do with me but she is in great shape and the sex we had up to that point had evolved into her being on top 99% of the time as I was out of shape in a bad bad way. However I didn't have EQ problems, and jerked off 4-5 times a week. I didn't have great EQ, probably 7 on a scale of 10.
Since then I have been working out. Down to 280, gained a lot of muscle. Not in shape but I eat right and work out 3-4 times a week. I gave up drinking and smoking for the most part.
However, ever since "the incident" I have had EQ problems. I realize it is mental. I have stopped jerking off because I can't get erect unless I am with the wife. With the wife things were pretty bad. Erections were lasting 5-10 minutes at the most. I also am loosing my house, and my job is possibly going bye bye. I had those issues before but I drank so much I didn't worry about them.
So I got a prescription for Viagra from the Dr but I decided that wasn't the way to go. On the other hand Viagra made me realize the EQ I was missing.
Internet research led me to PE forums, Thunders was not accepting new members so I joined here.
Primarily I am looking for EQ, but also wouldn't mind growth.
The last time I took Viagra I measured just over 7" BP. I remember measuring at 19 and was 7" non bone pressed, so clearly I've had a little shrinkage.
I've done PE three times so far, beginners routine. Drinking errection tea and started Ginko and Ginsing.