Married to chronic ED penis

[Party]

So. I thought about this after a romp with the wife today that went badly.
Most of you know my struggles with ED over the years, Viagra , now with Cialis, and strong Trimix injections. Usually having now to stop the action after an hour or so to pump and clamp him rock hard like she enjoys. And 50 percent chance of me reaching orgasm. It usually is a 2 hour session with her having at least 50 to 100 orgasms like today. She gets mad when I lose my erection and can’t finish, I’m not to happy about it either. Obviously she knows I have sever ED but consistently blames herself for me not being able to maintain an erection. You aren’t attracted to me, I don’t turn you on, etc,crying and upset, obviously this added stress on me doesn’t help me stay hard and makes me feel terrible to the point I don’t let her touch it. I ended up just walking out rather than try anymore. So afterwards I tried to look at things from her point
of view, I wish there were still women here to comment. Anyway, do women require a man to stay rock hard and cum as a condition of their total female satisfaction Despite many, many orgasms? And affirmation of being a desirable sexy woman? She knows damn well my issues and we have sex 3 to 4 times a week so I’m confused about this and it doesn’t help me to orgasm. If so, that my erection and orgasm is that important to her for her to feel totally sexually fulfilled I’m concerned she will stray to satisfy her own need to feel desired as a sensual woman.

 

[akaTrex]

I highly recommend a book I’m reading from Steven Snyder MD. “Love Worth Making”. How to have RIDICULOUSLY GREAT SEX in a long lasting relationship.

Iv’e always had difficulty orgasming that’s gotten even more difficult now that I’m on TRT. I’ve always prioritized the ladies pleasure over my own. Over time it became a curse. The ladies never knew. I have performed some Academy Award winning Fake O’s.

Dr Snyder writes:
Sex and Human Feelings It’s not immediately clear why sex should be such an emotional thing for people. There is no other human appetite that we obsess so much about—or that arouses such strong feelings. Why should sex have such power to make us feel so wonderful—or so terrible—about ourselves?

Lately I have applied the Dr’s advice.
“He’s focused on trying to satisfy her. But all she really wants is to feel his passion, his confidence, his hunger to devour her in an ecstasy of selfish abandon. She wants to feel his healthy narcissism directed at her“.

I’ve applied what he advised and My Bride has made numerous comments that I F’d her brains out as she Smiles Approvingly.

 

[Pegasus]

As someone that used tp have DE I understand what aka has said .

What he talks about also at times bleeds into dry orgasm sex since women are unused to it /