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So lads,
Not posted on here for a while - at the start of lockdown I made it my mission to fix my Pre-E. The combination of no porn, edging with a fleshlight, APT stretches and yoga as well as the delay spray promescent gave me complete control.
The last 2 times I have had sex I have been unable to finish on both rounds. I did have some minor successes without promescent (7 minutes on a second round - could have gone for longer if I'd paid attention to my breathing and pelvic floor) but I thought what's the point when promescent lets me fuck like a pornstar. I can do any speed, any stroke, hold out to make them cum multiple times, talk dirty, EVERYTHING without even worrying about cumming.
Anyway it's been a week since I had sex with my ex and it was one of the most arousing experiences of my life (but I didn't cum). Didn't edge for a week as my dick was a little sore after and I used cialis (didn't wanna tire my dick out). But I thought to maintain the control I have had recently I should do a bit more edging for when I next fuck, but couldn't get a boner (Despite me getting morning wood pretty much every morning? I figured it was just that cialis lasts a while in your system - hence the regular boners I've been getting from morning wood and thinking about sex). I was a little freaked out and was worried if I'd damaged my dick a little bit from the cialis use, but I think it was just anxiety.
Anyways, my premature ejaculation was caused by masturbating to porn for many years and I always tell myself not to use it worrying it will affect my stamina. Anyways I went ahead with it just to get past the psychological aspect and the strangest thing happened. I got up one of my favourite videos, one that I would usually hit the PONR with in a minute or so, but this time I was in complete control?
I was edging with 2 hands and lube, trying to stimulate myself as much as possible with a rock hard boner, but didn't hit PONR once? (yes, I had to watch my breathing and do a couple RKs here and there, but still) It's like now that I've lived out a lot of my sexual fantasies recently and been unable to cum, pounding as fast as I can in highly arousing situations I can handle much more arousal without cumming?
Idk what to do at this point cause I remember reading all of Drummer19's logs and once he got to the point where he could edge with control to porn he completely gave it up and only edged as part of his masturbation. It kinda concerns me that I can't get a rock hard boner without porn now, but I've been getting morning wood every day so it must just be anxiety - guess I'll just have to wait till I next have sex to see if my stamina's been affected - Anyone else had experiences like this?
Not posted on here for a while - at the start of lockdown I made it my mission to fix my Pre-E. The combination of no porn, edging with a fleshlight, APT stretches and yoga as well as the delay spray promescent gave me complete control.
The last 2 times I have had sex I have been unable to finish on both rounds. I did have some minor successes without promescent (7 minutes on a second round - could have gone for longer if I'd paid attention to my breathing and pelvic floor) but I thought what's the point when promescent lets me fuck like a pornstar. I can do any speed, any stroke, hold out to make them cum multiple times, talk dirty, EVERYTHING without even worrying about cumming.
Anyway it's been a week since I had sex with my ex and it was one of the most arousing experiences of my life (but I didn't cum). Didn't edge for a week as my dick was a little sore after and I used cialis (didn't wanna tire my dick out). But I thought to maintain the control I have had recently I should do a bit more edging for when I next fuck, but couldn't get a boner (Despite me getting morning wood pretty much every morning? I figured it was just that cialis lasts a while in your system - hence the regular boners I've been getting from morning wood and thinking about sex). I was a little freaked out and was worried if I'd damaged my dick a little bit from the cialis use, but I think it was just anxiety.
Anyways, my premature ejaculation was caused by masturbating to porn for many years and I always tell myself not to use it worrying it will affect my stamina. Anyways I went ahead with it just to get past the psychological aspect and the strangest thing happened. I got up one of my favourite videos, one that I would usually hit the PONR with in a minute or so, but this time I was in complete control?
I was edging with 2 hands and lube, trying to stimulate myself as much as possible with a rock hard boner, but didn't hit PONR once? (yes, I had to watch my breathing and do a couple RKs here and there, but still) It's like now that I've lived out a lot of my sexual fantasies recently and been unable to cum, pounding as fast as I can in highly arousing situations I can handle much more arousal without cumming?
Idk what to do at this point cause I remember reading all of Drummer19's logs and once he got to the point where he could edge with control to porn he completely gave it up and only edged as part of his masturbation. It kinda concerns me that I can't get a rock hard boner without porn now, but I've been getting morning wood every day so it must just be anxiety - guess I'll just have to wait till I next have sex to see if my stamina's been affected - Anyone else had experiences like this?