Hey man, I was hurting today too. Gotta cry it out man, don't break things, don't hurt yourself. Talk to someone close when you're composed. Remember there's guys out there in wheelchair s we don't have our dicks working, it's like a third leg. Covid is a hard time to go to hospital for anything other than covid, you might catch something. Hope for the best and pray. Try not to let depression slink you out of your routines. It fukkin sux bro. If only God could hear our cry. If he does than that's good. If not just pray for the strength to have a hard life, to be able to muster through it. And also suffering MAY or may not lead to better things in the future, like karma or religion would say. I gave myself a few dingers to the head and punched my knuckles together. So fist to head, fist to fist. Honestly it's the best way to get rid of anger without hurting anybody or yourself. Never break anything, never harm. This is real sh*t I'm talking about.
Use your connects. Gotta take care of one another. it's better to be known as a fragile than be in the ICU.
Hard flaccid: ups and downs man. Too much suffering. Never give up. Always keep trying. Pressure busts past pipes. Keep up the fight.
Take a break, but never stop.