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Hi, im new to this, so excuse me if i sound a bit clueless,
ive had something on my mind for a couple of days now and it was piss*n me off badly so i decided before playing the whole guilt trip feel sorry for myself episode on her id look online and see if anyone else has had this silly macho problem. I was happy when i found this forum where people do discuss this sort of thing and put each others mind at ease.
Its a simple problem really, you find a girl you actually genuinly like, you share a decent connection with and were both in the same career ( Soldiers ), problem is, and its a silly one i know, i feel an idiot for even asking...
i asked her the other day so your ex ( shes only had one other sexual partner, shes not the most femenine or self confident person i guess), how big was his penis? naturally she was like, why? im not saying. instantly... flags pop up in your mind, after all if you was bigger she was of just said something simple like "not as big as you" and that would of delt with it, so i persisted through and kept asking her, how big is he then? then it came to about the same size as you ( a crap way for anyone to try and find a neutral answer they think will do) but i persisted further, then she finally said "Fine, a bit bigger then you" " happy now". at first i was like.... errr.... i asked and found out the answer i didnt really want to hear. Problem is she said he was about 2 knuckles longer, (we use knuckles as a bearing for measuring distances from certain locations for firing) so about 1inch - 2inches max. nothing to major but im only 6.4 inches, which i think is just about average like, and ive always wanted to improve on this. Hearing her say that for some reason made me feel very down, and also a bit inadiquet (bad spelling) as a man, i dont know why it bothers me so much, the fact she had no idea in inches how long her ex was but said, "when he stood up it looked bigger" implies it clearly made a bigger impression. Im still a bit fucked off she couldnt just lie (sometimes a white lie can make you happier then the truth ever could) but she insisted on her mums life that isnt an issue with ehr whatsoever and she doesnt udnerstand why girls care so much.
we only slept together recently, after 4 months, she doesnt jump into bed with anyone, im 23 and had 22 sexual partners before her, so this SHOULDNT bother me, but i think it does and i dont know why so much.her last sexual encounter and her ex was 3 years ago (shes 19 atm) and when we had sex not only could i actually not get in more then an inch before she pushed me off cos it was hurting but asked to go ontop instead, she didnt really seem to know what to do and i instructed her like and i could feel the back of her wall, which iw as happy about and it felt unbelivably tight and she complaied the next day she ws to sore to do it again, but this isnt down to having a large penis but due to not being sexually active for ages. shes around 5ft5-5ft6 with a very slim build (size Bcup breasts) so i guess its lucky that to her shorter statue i can fill her up so to speak.
point is i want to improve on my size and what she said has totally pissed me off, id usually just go and sleep with somone else and be like *whatever but i like her so its a problem.
where do i start putting this into perspective and where do i start with a program to increase my size and make her eat those fucking words "Longer then you"!!!?!?!
ive had something on my mind for a couple of days now and it was piss*n me off badly so i decided before playing the whole guilt trip feel sorry for myself episode on her id look online and see if anyone else has had this silly macho problem. I was happy when i found this forum where people do discuss this sort of thing and put each others mind at ease.
Its a simple problem really, you find a girl you actually genuinly like, you share a decent connection with and were both in the same career ( Soldiers ), problem is, and its a silly one i know, i feel an idiot for even asking...
i asked her the other day so your ex ( shes only had one other sexual partner, shes not the most femenine or self confident person i guess), how big was his penis? naturally she was like, why? im not saying. instantly... flags pop up in your mind, after all if you was bigger she was of just said something simple like "not as big as you" and that would of delt with it, so i persisted through and kept asking her, how big is he then? then it came to about the same size as you ( a crap way for anyone to try and find a neutral answer they think will do) but i persisted further, then she finally said "Fine, a bit bigger then you" " happy now". at first i was like.... errr.... i asked and found out the answer i didnt really want to hear. Problem is she said he was about 2 knuckles longer, (we use knuckles as a bearing for measuring distances from certain locations for firing) so about 1inch - 2inches max. nothing to major but im only 6.4 inches, which i think is just about average like, and ive always wanted to improve on this. Hearing her say that for some reason made me feel very down, and also a bit inadiquet (bad spelling) as a man, i dont know why it bothers me so much, the fact she had no idea in inches how long her ex was but said, "when he stood up it looked bigger" implies it clearly made a bigger impression. Im still a bit fucked off she couldnt just lie (sometimes a white lie can make you happier then the truth ever could) but she insisted on her mums life that isnt an issue with ehr whatsoever and she doesnt udnerstand why girls care so much.
we only slept together recently, after 4 months, she doesnt jump into bed with anyone, im 23 and had 22 sexual partners before her, so this SHOULDNT bother me, but i think it does and i dont know why so much.her last sexual encounter and her ex was 3 years ago (shes 19 atm) and when we had sex not only could i actually not get in more then an inch before she pushed me off cos it was hurting but asked to go ontop instead, she didnt really seem to know what to do and i instructed her like and i could feel the back of her wall, which iw as happy about and it felt unbelivably tight and she complaied the next day she ws to sore to do it again, but this isnt down to having a large penis but due to not being sexually active for ages. shes around 5ft5-5ft6 with a very slim build (size Bcup breasts) so i guess its lucky that to her shorter statue i can fill her up so to speak.
point is i want to improve on my size and what she said has totally pissed me off, id usually just go and sleep with somone else and be like *whatever but i like her so its a problem.
where do i start putting this into perspective and where do i start with a program to increase my size and make her eat those fucking words "Longer then you"!!!?!?!