The AP90 (Anti-Porn)

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I am with you! Keep it up!

Im on fire.



Day 84
I know this is a 90 day challenge, but for me it is a lifetime commitment. I do not intend to go on a porn splurge at the end of 90 days. I intend to never look at porn again. I have relapsed many times. I intend to never relapse again.... I will never relapse again. Thank you all for the support. Welcome new beginners. We are doing great things for our minds and our emotions.
Looking at beautiful women in real life is totally natural. Part of the porn cycle we are breaking is the thought that that is a bad thing to do. God I love yoga pants;).
 

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Day 50.

EDIT: Haha I went on to order a Fleshlight and they have naked chicks on their page.

I'm not gonna count it as a relapse, though.
 
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If you look 1-3 pages back, i was on day 5. Everything went great my confidene was starting to rise and life in general started to get better. But unfortunately i got stuck into a trance. It all started with a few seductive music video clips thinking that it was nothing. I fooled myself and sooner or later, the thought was already implantent in my mind. I relapsed and i went overboard. We're a week later and i'm finally starting again. One more time never means one more time.

I see you guys are doing great and i'm happy to join you guys again.

Here goes day 1/162 of no porn/no masturbation.
 

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Rough day for me...Fapped a bit this morning and stopped a few strokes away from ejaculation. As a result, I've been horny and looking at escort ads the whole day. Even though I have no money. I've stayed strong and didn't ejaculate to any material. I feel pretty grouchy right now but tommorow I should be fine. Now I feel even more determined. Don't be too harsh on yourself if you look at stuff. Set your mind straight and keep on moving

Day 5/
 

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The first day went by pretty quick. I finished 3 PE routines troughout the day. I'm currently healing and i already know that its not going to happen overnight. A 7 year addiction won't go away in 3 months. I would need atleast 2 years of abstinence but for now i'm focusing on staying clean for the rest of the year.

Here goes day 2/162 of no porn/no masturbation.
 

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Day 2 is now almost over for me here in sweden. EQ is way greater and visualization is all I need to get it going. Will be awesome to see the results after 1 month off.
 

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Pretty uneventful day. Which is a good thing comapared to yesterday. Woke up with morning wood. Penis sensitive to touch. Just touching it made me erect. When through the day without any persitent erotic thought. Even in gym, not aroused that much by girls around. Still looking at them buns and valleys though lol. All in all, a good day.

Day 6/
 

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Day 5 and Day 5 of no MO.
 

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Below is a great post by Wishful. He has nailed this and his commitment should be the commitment of each and everyone of us...
We need a lifetime commitment...so after 90 days, we are strengthened to go forward freed from the bondage of pornography and all the damage it brings into our daily lives...into all our relationships...freedom from what just brings us down...
Let's make that our own commitment today!!!

Day 84
I know this is a 90 day challenge, but for me it is a lifetime commitment. I do not intend to go on a porn splurge at the end of 90 days. I intend to never look at porn again. I have relapsed many times. I intend to never relapse again.... I will never relapse again. Thank you all for the support. Welcome new beginners. We are doing great things for our minds and our emotions.
Looking at beautiful women in real life is totally natural. Part of the porn cycle we are breaking is the thought that that is a bad thing to do. God I love yoga pants;).
 

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Day 2 has had its ups and downs. Since i came home from work, i've been very aroused. The experience is definitely different compared to a few days back. Women/girls in general seem to be even more attractive and i can't keep my eyes off of them. It's natural and should be encouraged. The sexual energy is flowing inside my body and i need to direct it towards a goal. For today i'll re-direct my sexual energy towards PE.

Here goes day 3/162 of no porn/no masturbation.
 

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MRPOPO, it's only a matter of time before you will be posting Day 83. You can do it! Hang in there buddy!

I appreciate the kind words man, unfortunately though I relapsed so fucking hard!
day 1 no porn time to start over once again :/
 

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Day 3 No PMO

stay strong MRPOPO you will achieve your goal with time and dedication.
 

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Oh no. Keep going hard, i mean not hard, wait....persevere !

We have come far. Keep your eye on the prize.


I appreciate the kind words man, unfortunately though I relapsed so fucking hard!
day 1 no porn time to start over once again :/